Nyctophilia

Twenty-One.

I need to know what's happened to Lilly. I know something's wrong, but I'm just too afraid to ask.

I'm a horrible friend, aren't I? I'm too scared to even see what's going on with my friend.

Despite everything that's happened, I know she's still my friend. I can't just throw away all those years and act like nothing happened -- I'm not like everyone else who's forgot about me.

I've just decided I'm going to her house after school tomorrow to see what's going on. Nothing else can go wrong.

I have nothing to lose.