Dying inside
'cause I can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know
why All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive
If you don't know me
at this point Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional love
I used to feel
It's a mistake if we just erase it From our hearts and minds and I know
We said let go But I kept on hanging on Inside I know it's over You're really gone It's killing me 'cause there ain't nothing That I can do. Baby I stay in love with--
"Cassandra nakikinig ka ba?"
nagulat ako nung may nanghila ng headset ko. Inangat ko ang ulo ko para makita kung sino siya "oh? Gwen Bakit ka nadito?" sabi ko sakanya "Bakit? Masama bang pumunta sa office mo cassie?". matamlay na sagot niya sakin.
"Hindi naman. Hindi ka lang basta basta pupunta dito kung wala kang sasabihin." sabi ko naman sakanya.
"Kilala mo na talaga ako Cassie. Anyways labas tayo? Dun mo na ituloy sa Coffee bean yang ginagawa mo"
"Gweneth, Alam mong hindi pwede baka malaman ni Santi na lumabas ako." Naasar na sabi ko. Bakit ba kasi nagagalit siya paglalabas ako ni hindi ko nga siya pinapakealaman kahit maglampungan sila ng mga babae niya sa harap ko.
"Hayaan mo siya! Bakit siya pwede ikaw hindi?!" sabay hila sakin at dinala na niya ako sa kotse niya.
Nang makarating kami sa Coffee bean nagorder na kami ng toblerone cheesecake at isang iceblended.
Nagmapadapo ang tingin ko sa medyo liblib na parte ng shop. Nakita kong may ng mo-momol,Pero mas nagulat ako nangmakita ko ang muhka ng babae. "Scar?"
Nabagsak ko na pala yung tray ng order ko pero wala akong pakeelam. Kailangan ko makasiguro kung si Scar nga ito. "Scar? Scarlett?" tawag ko ulit dito pero hindi pa din sila tumitigil sa ginagawa nila.
"SCARLETT!" sigaw ko ng malakas. Muhkang nagulat sila.
Nang sa tingin ko nakarecover na sila sa pag sigaw ko bigla akong nilapitan ni Santi at hinawakan sa braso "Santi ano ba bitawan mo nga a--" Hindi na natapos ang sasabihin ko ng bigla siyang nagsalita "You shut up! hindi mo ba naintindihan yung mga sinabi ko sayo bago tayo ikasal?! Hindi ka pwede lumabas ng bahay pwera na lang kung sa kompanya sa ninyo!"sigaw niya sakin. Hindi ko na namalayan hinila niya na ako pasakay ng kotse niya inuwi niya ako sa bahay. Pagkapasok na pagkapasok namin ay bigla na lang niya akong hinalikan.
"A-Ah..!" I moaned as Santi slid his hand down my waist getting a firm grip on my backside. I inhaled sharply as I felt my body shudder from his hands exploring every inch and creak of my body; I felt his erection brushing against my backside, his hands cupping my breast and his lips devouring my neck. "Santi… I can't..." I hear a low growl rising from his throat "After you violated my rules? This is your punishment you'll be receiving" and with one swift blow he swatted my behind making me yelp "Ah! But i-it wasn't suppose to turn out like t-that.." My voice began to break; letting myself be taken by the man that I fell in love with.
Suddenly Santi released me and plopped himself on a chair near by, he undid his fly seductively with his right hand while biting his index finger with the other "You want to give me a taste..?"
He smirked making myface turn into a deep shade of red. "Well…what's your answer..?" I nodded silently and made myway down to my husband, I kneeled in front of him tugging on his boxer briefs unleashing him, he slid his hands through my hair and tucked a piece behind my ear. I blushed and took himinside my mouth, "Ugh.." his head fell back, I slid my tongue down the shaft of his member and back up to his head. "Cassandra… You've gotten good at this" he said while my mouth tighten around him, he groaned "I can't wait any longer.." grabbing me by my wrist he laid me down on our bed, I stared at throwing his shirt over his shoulders; his eyes locked with mine, I recognized that look….the same look he had during our honey moon,Lust. He spread mylegs, hovering above me
"Santi.." I felt myeyes water "Hey, don't go crying now.. You'll need them for your peaking point.." a devilish smile appeared on is face and I gulped. He pushed himself down on me with an over-powering kiss while his finger slithered up my waist taking my shirt as they progressed uncovering my breasts, I heard a long harsh release of air come out of Santi, I really don't know how or why he gets so worked up when he sees me like this.. I'm just an average woman, I don't know why my body would get him this exited but I'm happy that it does…
It makes me feel secure about myself seeing how overly attractive my husband is compared to me. I'm quickly pulled out of my thoughts; I feel him planting kisses down my neck, my whole body shudders. His hands snaked around my back undoing my bra, his eyes gleam with joy as if he's unwrapped some sort of present. He briefly kisses my breasts then ravishes me, suckling hungrily on my right nipple while he caressed my left breast "S-Santi…hhnn..!"
his handslides down my pajama pants, his middle finger rubs against myclitoris, I squirmed with anticipation his suckling not easing up and his fingers keeping a intense rhythm, I feel myself quicklyreaching my climax"Santi ! I-I can't anymore! P-please… Stop…" I protest. Santi releases me; with both hands he yanks my pajama pants and underwear from me and lifts me setting my legs on top of his shoulders. I hold my breath and watch him slowly enter me, with a grunt he shoves all of himself inside filling me up to the tilt, I hold on his arms as he thrust; sweat rolls off his foreheaddown his chin and falls on my neck, he tilts his head suckling tightly where it had fallen
" S-Santi! Stop... you'll leave a m-mark!" he comes up for a gasp of air rotating his hips circularly stretching me out "So what… what's wrong with letting other people know that you belong to me..?" I flush while retaining muffled moans. Holding my waist with both hands he pulls himself out slowly until his head was at my entrance, with a pump he thrashed roughly inside and began his invasion of my body, not being able to hold myself any longer I let out several earth shattering moans, he covered my mouth muffling my moans "Santi..!" I couldn't do it anymore, I needed to give in; every part of my bodydown to my core felt this rising hot feeling and not being able to have some sort of release was toomuch. Though Santi had his hand over my mouth he could not stifle my muffled moans "Shh…" He whispered bucking himself inside me.
"How can I be quiet if you're so rough with me" I thought. I held onto Santi's face with both of my hands, my teary eyes focusing on his flustered expression, letting goof my mouth he wrapped himself around me like my walls wrapped around him. Holding me tightly, neck on neck his hot breath heavily coming down on me, my moans echoing through the room. I tried my best to contain my sounds but my body burst with the sounds of the pleasure that ran through me, in a fruitless effort I covered mouth with my hands, Santi grunted
"Don't, I want to hear you…" uncovering my mouth I continued to fill the room with moaning. "Santi! I can't… A-Ah! I-I'm at my peak… Please!" his lips pressed tenderly against mines, our bodies came into synch matching each other's rhythm. Arching my back, finally being able to let myself be release I came letting out my voice, he gave a few more pumps and grunts until I felt him pour himself into me, coming to a slow halt both bodies pulsating after an explosion of sensitive sensation. I'm still panting when he said something expected "Out." He always that after our very hot session. I just grab my clothes and returned to my room. Why do he have to do this? It's not even my fault?
