I'm done. I'm so done. I shouldn't have. I shouldn't have had sex with chance cause now I'm pregnant and Jake will never forgive me. "Tessa." I hear chance say. I turn over onto my back. "I'm gonna go to the movies with everyone. Wanna come?" He asked. I sit up. "Yeah." I said. I get up and go downstairs with him. We all get in the car and drive to the movies. On the way there, I feel so guilty. Jake is sitting next to me and so is Anthony. I know I shouldn't be thinking this but I think Anthony is cute. I think I like him. "What?" Anthony asked as I stare at him. I just continue to stare. "Whatever." He said as he turns back towards the window. I'm a bad person. A very bad person. I shouldn't have had sex with chance and I shouldn't like Anthony again. I should be with Jake. That's the right thing to do. But I can't....
When we get to the movies, we sit down in the seats. I sit next to Anthony and Jake. I can't sit next to chance. I can't even look at him. I'm mad at myself not him. "Hey." Anthony said shoving me. I look at him. "You ok?" I look down as he asks. "I'm...fine." I said. He puts his arm around me and pulls me towards him so I'm hugging him. I lay my head on him and try to feel better, but i can't. This is the worst thing I've ever done in my life. Cheating on my boyfriend? What kind of person does that? Not me. A tear drops down my face as I sit up. "What's wrong?" Anthony asked seeing the tear. The rest of team 10 heard him say that and they all looked at me. I wipe the tear. "Nothing." I said as more come down. "Tell me." Anthony said. I start to cry more. I get out of my seat and run out of the theater. "Tessa!" I hear someone call behind me as I run. It's Anthony. "Stop!" I keep running. He catches up to me and grabs my arm. "What's up with you?" He asked. "I like you ok?!" I said. He just stares. "You like me?" He asked. "Yeah now leave me alone." I said. Then I turn around and I tripped and fell down the stairs taking Anthony with me.I didn't mean to but I took him down with me. "Agh." Anthony groaned holding his arm. I hold my stomach. Oh no! The baby! "Are you ok?" He asked. "I'm fine." I said. Then the rest of team 10 run to us. "Are you guys ok?" They all asked helping us both up. "I think i broke my arm." Anthony said. Then I start to feel a pain in the knee. "I think I hurt my knee." I said. "Ok. Let's go to the hospital and check these out." Jake said. I put my arm around him as he helps me to the car. As we're driving to the hospital, I don't talk. "What happened?" Chance asked. "Um...we were just walking and we fell down the stairs." Anthony said. I just look out the window as we pull into the parking lot. "Ok. Come on." Jake said as a nurse comes out with a wheel chair. I sit in it and she pulls me through the halls of the hospital. I've always hated hospitals. "Ok. Here's your room." The nurse said. It's small. I was hoping to be in one with Anthony. I sit in the bed and hold my stomach. "I'm gonna go in a room with Anthony everyone said. That leaves chance. "Check on my baby." I said to the nurse. "Your pregnant? Ok." She said. Chance holds my hand. "You ok?" He asked. I nod my head in pain. "I'm fine." I said trying to sound fine. "Ok." He said. I close my eyes and think of Anthony and Jake. Which one do I like better. Agh! I can't choose. I know chance has a special place in my heart that Anthony and Jake don't. I can't just give him up. I can't just give up any of them. I thought I was over Anthony but I guess not. "Tessa." Chance said snapping me out of it. I look at him and I see the nurse walk in. She checks the baby and says it's fine. I exhale with relief. "Thank god." Chance says. I look at him. He looks at me. He smiles. "Hey. Is everything ok?" Jake asked. "Um....yeah." I said. "The baby's fine. Don't worry." The nurse said. I smack my hands into my face. "Baby? Your pregnant!?" Jake asked. "Um....yeah." I said. "Omg. This is amazing. We can start a life together." Jake said. "Jake." I said. "The baby will be so cute and it'll have so much fun in the-" Jake said before I cut him off. "Jake!" I said. "What?" He asked. "It's not your baby dude." Chance said. I hit his arm telling him that was rude. "Wait...if it's not my baby then it's...CHANCE! I'm gonna kill you!" Jake said madly. He started walking towards him. "Stop!" I said. They stop and look at me. "Please don't fight. Me and Anthony are both in the hospital. We don't need this right now." I said annoyed. "Your right. Anthony's going into surgery and he doesn't need this." Jake said. "Anthony's going into surgery?" Me and chance asked at the same time. "Yeah. He broke his arm but he'll be fine." Jake said. "You'll have to go into surgery too for your knee." The nurse said. "Agh. Ok." I said. Then I close my eyes while Jake and chance talk. "Your gonna go into the operating room now." The nurse said. I open my eyes as she starts to pull my bed out of the room with me in it. "Bye." Chance said. "Bye." I said. Then I leave the room.
When we get in the operating room, all the doctors come in. "Hey Tessa. I'm gonna put this mask on your face and it'll make you sleep. When you wake up, you'll be loopy." The doctor said. I nod my head and he puts the mask in my face. J stare at the big light over my head as I fall asleep.
