"When can she get out of here?" Jake asked. I open my eyes and sit up. "She can get out of here today. If she's better." The doctor said while Jake rubbed my back seeing I just woke up. "Ok." Jake said. "I'm going to do an exam." The doctor said. I lean back and open my legs while she examines. "Your good. You can go home once we're ready." The doctor said. The she leaves to get paper work for me to sign. "Your going home!" Jake said excitedly. I do a fake little smile. I can't be happy. My baby died. I'm not happy. "Tessa." Jake said snapping me out of it. "What?" I asked. "It's ok. Your ok." He said. I give him a big hug. "Thanks for being here for me." I said. We stop hugging. "Of coarse. I love you." Jake said. I smile and he kisses me. We start to make out until the doctor walks in. She makes me sign a paper and then I can go. I put on some clothes and get in the car with Jake. "It's night time." I said. "Yeah." Jake said. We start to drive and I start to worry. What if chance and Anthony are mad. I'm not talking to them when I get home. I'm not talking to anyone accept for Jake.
"Where home." Jake said. I get out and walk in the house with him. Anthony and chance are on the couch watching tv. I'm exhausted so I go upstairs with Jake. "You can sleep in my bed if you want to." Jake said. "Ok." I said. I get under the covers and he does too. We're face to face as we stare at each other. I'm so tired. "Your beautiful." Jake said. I smile a little a close my eyes not able to keep them open anymore. Jake kisses my cheek. I open my eyes and see that jakes are closed. I close mine and go to sleep. I'm glad things are kinda back to normal.
When I wake up, I open my eyes and see Jake sleeping. I sit up and stretch. Then I get out of bed and go to the bathroom. When I'm done, I go in my room and change. I change into sweatpants and a sweatshirt. Then I go downstairs. I'm the only one up. I go in the fridge and get out the orange juice. Then I get out the cereal and eat. When I'm done eating, I sit on the couch. I've been sleeping too much. I have to get out and do some exercise when I'm done healing. I turn on the tv and lay down. "Yeah and I was like..." Chance said to Anthony until they both saw me. "Oh, hi." Anthony said. I look back at the tv. "Come on, let's go." Chance said mad at me. I roll my eyes. Anthony is still standing there. "Come in!" Chance said. Then Anthony follows. I go back to watching tv. Now I'm really mad at them. I wasn't mad before but now I am. I just didn't want to talk to them and make things worse.
A few hours later, Jake finally wakes up. "Hey babe." He said. I look at him and smile as he sits on the couch next to me. "Sorry I slept so long. Something was keeping me up last night." Jake said. "What?" I asked. "Last night, you were screaming really loud. I think you were having a bad dream." Jake said. "oh. Sorry." I said. He puts his hand on my leg. "Don't apologize." Jake said. I look him in the eyes. He's so cute. I put my hand on his cheek and kiss him. Slowly at first, then faster and faster until we fall down on the couch. "Yeah that's what I was saying." We heard Anthony say as he walks in the house with chance. We stop real quick and pretend we were watching tv. "Hey guys." Jake said. Chance looks at me. "Hey JAKE." Chance said. Then he walks away. "Hey Jake. Hey Tessa." Anthony said. I smile as he walks away. That's why I love him. But I want to be with Jake. "Hey Tessa." Jake said snapping me out of it. "Yeah?" I asked. "I love you." He said. I smile. "I love you too." I said. He smiles.
The rest of the day, we watched tv. At 11:00, we went upstairs to bed after chance and Anthony. I lay in bed and get under the covers. I close my eyes so ready to go to sleep until Jake kisses me. I open my eyes and kiss him on the lips. We start making out and taking of our clothes.
I lay my head on his chest as we're naked and exhausted. I rub his arm and think. What if I had the baby? I would have to date chance. That's not what I want. At all. "Tessa." Jake said interrupting my thoughts. "Yeah." I said. "Your amazing." He said. I smile to myself. "You are too." I said still rubbing his arm. "That feels good. Keep doing it." Jake said. I laugh. "Ok." I said. I keep rubbing his arm. I look into the darkness of the closet and see my reflection on the mirror. I'm disgusted. How could I pretty much date 3 boys at the same time. I'm so dumb. Jake snores interrupting my thoughts. I give him a kiss on the cheek and lay my head back down on his chest. I close my eyes and go to sleep. I'm happy with Jake but.....I still love someone else......
