I am so sorry I haven't posted in forever I don't know what came over me but guess what? Its summer and I will be able to post a lot. Also for the people who really like my story I'm sorry I haven't posted in a while but I have been really busy. Ok so anyway here is part 4.
*Jessica's POV*
I don't really know what I was thinking when I told Justin to come in the shower with me. I don't want to do it with him I just started dating him I'm not a slut. Once we got into the shower I really didn't know what to think, so I just tried to avoid doing anything I would regret. I guess Justin wasn't exactly on the same page as me, but I guess it is my fault for leading him on thinking I wanted sex.
*Justin's POV*
When Jessica said we were going to take a shower together I was shocked. Also I was excited, but I'm a guy don't blame. Once we took our clothes off and we were in the shower I just looked at her and saw how beautiful she looked. At that moment my mind knew I didn't want to do it and take away the innocence she had in her look.
I knew I didn't want this so I got out of the shower and put my clothes back on. I was just going to wait until she got back out, and then we could all go to the party and hang out.
*Jessica's POV*
I was shocked and relieved when Justin left the shower because that meant he respected me enough not to just do it and go.
When I finished the shower I had to get ready fast, but then I heard someone come in the main door of the condo.
The next thing I hear is my brothers both saying at the same time, "Hey Jess hurry up Rose is here and she's coming with us to the party".
"Don't worry I'm almost done getting ready." I was actually almost done getting ready all I had to do was get dressed and then get Justin and go downstairs. Wait where is Justin, that's weird I wonder where he went.
"Ok guys I'm ready now"
"It's about time"
"Shut up Austin"
"Well it's true I mean your boyfriend already left to go to the party and said he would meet us there"
"Oh ok...well uh why did he leave?"
"Probably because you were taking too long"
"No I mean really why did he leave?"
"I don't know"
"Ok well let's head out to the party then"
"Awesome"
We started walking towards Matt's place, and I was still wondering why he left.
**Kyle's POV**
"Ugh why can't I find anything good to wear to Matt's stupid party" Yeah so what I'm talking to myself is that such a bad thing? No. Anyway I'm trying to find something to wear to this crazy party tonight. Though, my main goal is to see Jessica. To try and settle my mood I put on my iPod. The first song that came on wasn't exactly a song to get me to stop thinking about Jessica but I like it. She's by Ryan Cabrera came on; this was a song that I would sing about Jessica a lot.
"She looks into my eyes, I'm alive again. And when she says goodbye I just die again. That's when my restlessness begins. Please don't let it win. I'm so tired again. But underneath the haze one thing still remains the same. She's the only love I've known, and now she's gone away. She's the light that brought me to the edge. Will I ever love again?" As the rest of the song plays I finally decide on what to wear.
"Great I really don't know what to do about Jessica. Deep down I know she loves me, but I have to make her remember what it's like to be with me. The crappy part is that she's with that stupid Justin."
I sighed and just tried to suck it up and deal with it. I finally left my place and was on my way to the party. It was a pretty boring walk because I really didn't care about what was going on around me all I really cared about was Jessica and being with her.
When I reached Matt's place a lot of people where there and they were wasted. I tried to make my way around trying to find Jessica but it wasn't exactly an easy task because music was blasting all through the place and it was dark and crazy. I finally found someone I knew, Jonah.
"Hey Jonah have you seen Jessica around here?"
"Uhhhhh honestly dude I have noo idea where she went." Great he was drunk.
"Well did you see Justin with her by any chance?"
"Actually I saw the dude but Jess wasn't with him"
"Ok, well I'll see you later man."
"Alright man catch you later"
Yes!!! Jessica wasn't with Justin now could be my chance to finally get her back.The thing is I have to find her.
*Justin's POV*
I left Jessica's house because I needed some time to think about how our relationship was going and what would happen next. What I needed was time to think by taking a walk around Central Park. Just walking through the park is so amazing it just always helps me think.
I really like Jessica and I trust her about Kyle but I don't trust Kyle he is a really cool dude, but I don't know if he is over her. I turned my iPod on just so I could have something to listen to and then Have Faith In Me by a day to remember came on. This whole thing with Kyle is just crazy I'm just going to stop worrying about him, after all I am dating Jessica not Kyle.
*Jessica's POV*
We got to the party and everyone was already partying like crazy. The music was loud and people were all over the place, I did want to meet new people but I wanted to find Justin.
I went over to where the kitchen was and there were all kinds of drinks so I just picked one and started drinking. Thankfully I got a drink that wasn't very strong. I was walking around where everyone was dancing and I couldn't really see where I was going and who was there but then I felt some one grab my shoulder. I could feel their breathe on my ear and I couldn't see who it was and then they were saying something. It was a song.
"I'm outdated, overrated, morning seems so far away. So I'll sing a melody and hope to God she's listening sleeping softly while I sing. And I'll be your memories, your lullaby for all the times, hoping that my voice could get it right." (I swear this time I mean it by mayday parade)
I didn't know what to think because I couldn't see who it was and I was about to say something when someone came next to me.
"Justin hey what's going on? Have you been here?"
"Yeah for a while I was trying to talk to you but I don't know if you heard me"
"Oh I heard you it was really sweet"
"Oh well I'm glad you thought it was..."
"Well let's dance already we have to party now"
"Cool"
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Ok I hope you liked it. Again I'm so sorry about not posting I promise I will post soon.
Oh and do any of you love A Day to Remember or Mayday Parade because they are amazing. I love lots of bands and those are definitely some of my favorites.
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