Often, the only way I have strength is so that I can give it to others who need it. I am broken, but I don't want others to be so I find the strength for you and not myself because I think that I am not worth it. I hate myself. I am unwanted. I am messed up and no one knows it because we are all a little messed up sometimes we don't realize how equal we are. I don't want to hurt anyone, so I stay and suffer for your sake. As much as it pains me to think this, I know that I am alone in my battles, even if people say that I'm not. I have a hard time opening up to people, and I am sorry that I never have enough trust to open up to anyone. I have trust issues because once I find someone I can trust, they leave and I'm left broken, again. We do not realize that people love us soon enough, so we give up. I gave up, my body isn't free of scars, but I fought so it wouldn't be full of them. I use my pain to heal others for as long as possible. That's just what us fallen angels do I guess.I guess what I'm saying is that to have strength in yourself you have to have strength for others.
Tomorrow I meet Oliver. I'm going to be a new student at his school. I will spend a few days watching him and his life, and eventually befriend him. The process is simple. It hurts me to have to do any of it, it's never fair to anyone. Oliver is so lonely, he gets bullied at school. I have yet to watch his home life, but I can't imagine it being any better than school. Poor thing.
"Ouch" I breathed out. My back is killing me. "Damn wings." I said to myself. I don't quite understand why they are hurting so soon. It can't be Oliver's time yet. Maybe he'll need help , but it won't be serious. I really hope that's the case. My wings are supposed to only come out in near death situations, or if my patient is already dead. I'm not gonna lie, I'm a bit nervous for school tomorrow.
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The Fallen Angels
General FictionWhat if the angels that are banished from heaven, don't go to hell. What if they are forced to stay on earth, where their job is to protect certain people.
