Clementine's pov
Today was friday. Last day of school. Thank fucking god! I was walking threw the halls trying to find my friend sarah until someone bumped into me. I didn't pay mind too it because everyone eventually bumps into someone without saying a word. I do find it rude he didn't say sorry. I shake my head forgetting the thought and walk out of the school. I totally forgot about sarah by those useless thoughts. She'll be fine. Ill call her later. I started walking to my favorite restaurant., Well cafe. I was about to cross the street but my phone went off. I quickly took it out and saw the words
The devil
Mother... I really dont wanna talk to her.
Mother: Clementine... You fucking whore! The schooled called because of behavioral issues.
Clem: What? I've been good though.
M: The school wouldn't have called you fucking nasty lier! I knew you would be a mistake! At least your good for one thing. Pick me up beer i left 50 cents in your bag you can pay the rest.
C: I uh... Alright bye i love you...
M: Whore *Hangs up*
"I knew you were a mistake" It played threw my head. I arrived at the cafe with tears in my eyes. I sat down in a booth. The kind women name Beth got my usual and brought it to me. I thanked hee and she left. I started crying in front of the workers. They know i dont talk about this so they dont ask. Then someone walked in. I slowly look over and see a boy. The orange beanie... Oh he ran into me at school. I sigh and look down wiping my eyes. I felt him stairing at me so i look at my coffee. Then someone sat infront of me. Just as i suspected. Beanie boy.
"Hey im Gabriel but you can call me Gabe" He says smiling. I give a smile and nod.
"Clementine" I say looking down at my coffee.
"Im sorry for bumping into you at school. I was in a rush and didn't see you" Gabe says looking at me. I didnt look back to him.
"Usually people never do" I saw thinking of what my mom told me. I held my tears back and looked up at him.
"Whats wrong?" Gabe asks and i look away.
"Nothing im fine" I say looking outside. Beautiful world full of ugly people. like Mum.
"Im sorry for asking. Things been happening for me to" Gabe says looking away. Maybe were alike.
"Can i trust you" I ask. Usually i do not do this. I feel like i should. I need a friend. That understands.
"Of course" Gabe says getting up and sitting next to me
"My mom... Shes a alcoholic... She told me a few things on the phone that got too me. Then my dad...He uh... Drug dealer. I hate him" I say crying. He is the only one that knows this. I feel like i've known him for years. I think he felt the same because he hugged me. Whenever he touched me this feeling took over me. I slowly hug back then let go. Im not use to this touchy stuff.
" Same but my dad does the alcohol and my mom died" Gabe says and i look up to him. He has the same look in his eyes. The look i have every morning of my life.
Shame
Fear
Guilt
Abuse
Heyo. Im bored and ill go ahead and do this Q&A thing after every post. Some questions are from instagram and what not.
Q: Is this chapter (the thing about the parents true... This happens in most chapters)
A: Well... I know i always have the mom as the alcoholic and the dad as the rapist are drug addict. This may not be in this book but my others. The answer is yes. Its based on my true life.
