To: Sungjin

To: Sungjin,
No matter how hard I try to approach you,
I know my heart can't reach you. When you and I lock eyes like protagonists in a film, we're beautiful. I want this moment to last. Just tell me you don't want me! Tell me not to even dream about it. Tell me we won't ever meet again. Say it! Just tell me you're not even interested. Tell me to just leave. Tell me honestly... Say it! I hate me now. I hate myself for being like this. For feeling so comfortable when I'm away from you; hate me now. I wish you would figure it out. Don't show me a smile with those endlessly clear eyes. I have something to tell you. I asked to see you. But we're sitting across each other not saying anything. In my head, I'm thinking: Should I say this? Although I don't want to, I endlessly held onto you. But I need to let you go. I have nothing that I can do for you. But you'll only be happy if I'm not here. Seeing you walk away, I should've caught you then. One more time, back to that day, just one more day, back to that time. If only I could go back. If I could go back. Oh I know I...I would hold you so you won't be apart from me for even a moment. I would give you my everything. I would have... I exhausted you but couldn't let you go. I'm still living in that season. This is it, I know it's over. I know everything now. The winter of you is passing. I gave you so many hints so you can notice, but you don't. Why don't you know? (oh no) I really only have you. I'm serious! My eyes say that I like you. Why don't you feel it? My face is so obvious... From A to Z without anything left out you're amazing. How did you do this to me? Make me lose my mind? I was about to go to you but I didn't. I was about to hug you but I didn't. At this rate, the night's gonna be over. I was about to go to you but I didn't. I was about to hug you but I didn't. All night, I contemplate. Tonight, you're in front of me. You look more lovely than any other time. You make me say, "wow!" I hope you feel good on your way home. I hope you won't forget this feeling right now. So I hope you'll have fun with me. So you can have a good mornin'. I'm the only one in my room, but I can see you and you're talking to me. I try to think of something else, but my head is growing blank and I can only draw you out, yeah. Congratulations, you're so amazing. Congratulations, how could you be so fine? How could you trample on me? I see your smiling face, I guess you forgot everything... When you said let's take some time, when you said let's think about it, you looked into my eyes and made me believe you like this. Me, to you. You, to me. We used to mean nothing to each other but with a hello you and I have finally become one. Filled with happiness in your face, you look at me and I go to you. What am I to you? Do you even have feelings for me? Every time I meet you, you change. Feels like I know you but then I don't... You meet all the people in the world, but you have no time to give me? You're too much. Why do you drive me so crazy? You're bad, even I know, but why am I chasing you around? What can I do? I've already fallen for you.. You play games with me, but I like it. That's just me. After you left me, my world had already stopped. It had already ended. Really I loved you. It's because I loved you so much, because I want to forget you but I can't. That's why I want to forget you.. Really, I loved you. That's how much harder it is. I want to hate you, but I can't so I hate you even more... To be honest, no matter how much I try to erase you I know I can't, yeah. To be honest, I know that to me you're someone who I just can't forget...

-Wonpil

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That's the end! I hope you guys liked it!!