Hospital Room 48

Last Birthday Christmas.

1. Go night snorkelling

2. Ride a horse on the beach at sunset.

3. Come back to the gym. Done

1. Go to Lucy's Party.

2. Learn how to cook roast dinner with Grandma.

3. Go skydiving

4. Go cliff jumping and surfing Done

5. Watch films all day. Done

6. Go to a concert

7. Explore Beverly Woods.

8. Swim with Sharks.

9. Go for a whole night without sleep. Done

10. Sleep under the stars.

Ethan had a few days left, according to doctors. Today was Ethan and Grayson's birthday. Ethan's last. Ethan was to turn 18 and it would be his last birthday.

So all of Ethan's extended family and friends were coming over to Ethan's house to say goodbye.

It was a very emotional time.

Ethan had been nice to everyone and been there for everyone. Everyone adored him and no-one wanted him to leave yet.

Ethan ad Grayson played tag in the garden with his younger cousins. Me and Lucy watched with tears in our eyes. Ethan was so sick, but he was still being a crazy goofball days before his death.

 You could tell he was out of breath and you could tell he was in pain, but he didn't want to let anyone down or make his cousins sad.

We told everyone about the "Marriage." We had had on the roof and everyone agreed and was happy for us.

It was amazing.

Everyone left after a lot of hugs, tears, kisses, goodbyes and more hugs and it was just Me, Ethan, Grayson, Lucy, Cameron, Lisa and Sean sat in the living room opening presents.

Lucy got given chocolate from me, a bracelet from Grayson, A teddy from Ethan, eye shadow from Cameron and Money from Lisa and Sean.

Grayson got chocolate from me, a football from Lucy, and clothes from Lisa and Sean. Ethan had definitely put lots of work in this present.

He brought a scrapbook and had filled it to the brink with pictures and memories of their whole life. Grayson wiped his eyes and gave Ethan a hug.

Grayson was definitely going to find Ethan's death the hardest. They have a bond like no-one else.

Cameron got chocolate from me, makeup from Lucy, clothes from Lisa and Sean. Ethan has also made Cameron a scrapbook but with different pictures and memories. Cameron also hugged Ethan.

Lisa and Sean insisted we didn't get them anything but Ethan did anyway.

He made them a huge scrapbook as well, but he also got them both necklaces that had his fingerprint, a picture of him in a heart and in graved on the back it said.

I'm always with you, and I love you ~ Eteeweetee aka Ethan XXX

Lisa began to cry and hugged Ethan tight.

"I love you so much Ethan." She muttered and began crying silently.

Ethan brought me a engagement ring. It had calved on it the number 48. That was the number of our hospital room.

We all got a bit emotional after that.

Everyone went out the house to deal with it themselves making sure we were to call if anything happened.

Me and Ethan made love again that night for the last time.

"I love you Ethan."

"I love you more."