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My love life 👌

So this is my fucking love life. And I know nobody gives a shit but it's my life right now so here ya go.

So I'm in a love triangle... Yes like Maya, Riley, Lucas from girl meets world. So I like someone and someone else likes the person I like.

And I don't know what to do... Cause I like this person but I feel like I make it known that I like this person then everything will get messed up.

Idk what to do... and I also don't know who I REALLY like... So my ex who I think I called like Jake or something. Well him... I'm over him.

Not completely but I'm not as in love with him as I was. Like if he asked me back out I'd say no. But like a week ago I would've said yes.

But now. I say no. And I realized what a jerk he was/is. Like who dumps someone over text? Wtf. And asks someone out over text? And hides the relationship cause you're embarrassed?

Like what the actual fuck? So I realized how much I didn't want him. [Side Note]: I do understand if it's like 2 girls or 2 boys hiding their relationship.

Cause I feel like they would only be doing it so they don't get made fun of and maybe cause they aren't ready to come out yet. So I get that. But for a boy and girl? Like wtf. That's not right.

[Back on point]: But I also have no idea who I like. Like I still like my ex (a little), I like the person I'm in a love triangle with (and I have for a while), and someone who liked me last year. (Story time) I'm an office assistant and I was taking something

To a classroom and the guy (let's call him 'David') And David was coming out of the classroom to go to bathroom and he said hi and we kinda were playing around.

And I delivered the pass and when I was leaving the classroom he was coming back and so he asked if he could have a hug. And I said yes. So we hugged and I felt something.

And he liked me last year. So what if he still does??? Idk... So I kinda like him a little bit.

I need help... My love life is so confusing... but in the love triangle I'm going to step back and not make it known that I like that person so the other person can have them.

God I'm such a Maya. 😂