Shawn
"Listen Cameron I talked to my mom and ummm....I don't know how to say this but ummm, I think we need to go our separate ways" I say barely being able to squeeze the words out of my mouth. "Shawn please....don't do this I love you so much I can't lose you" he says with tears now falling onto his face
>>>flash back to the woods>>>
"Mom listen I know that you don't want to talk right now but I honestly just need to know that you still love me" Shawn says trying to get a grip on what's going on
"Shawn I can't believe that I have raised a fag, how long have you known that your gay, and why have you not told anyone?"
"I was going to tell you I really was. I didn't know that I was gay until I met Cameron and went back to his house for a while and then things just played out from there. Please mom just tell me that you love me"
"I don't know what to say" Shawns mother says while stopping and looking at him directly. "I just don't know what to do. You know that I don't support this"
"Mom what do i have to do for you to just forget this ever happened?"
"You need to leave that boy and never talk to him again do you understand me?"
Yes mom I promise...."
"I also want you to never, ever talk to another boy ever again, do you understand me?"
"Mom why are you doing this to me" without answering his mom starts to walk away and tells him that he has one day to cut it off and meet her at the airport or else he's not coming home at all
>>>story continues>>>
"Cameron listen I don't want to hurt you but I also don't want to loose my family, I don't know what to do." I say trying too calm him down. "I don't want to hear it Shawn" he says as he starts to stand up. "Cameron shit down,I'm confused and I don't know what to do", but he still keeps moving towards the door. I grab his arm not even thinking of how much muscle I've gained since the last time I grabbed someone like that. I grab him and he grunts while falling into the booth making the table shake and everyone look over. "Shawn, owww your hurting me, please stop, you're hurting me" he says while clearly in pain. I let him go and see the mark on his arm that I left, I really did grab him hard. I feel bad but I also know that it was the only way to get him to sit and listen. "Cameron I don't want to hurt you but you have to listen to me. I don't know what to do, Im scared" Cameron still sits there just looking at me with eyes of disgust. "Cameron can we go somewhere to talk, in private" I ask him politely trying to get him to untense. "Are you going to leave another mark if I don't?" He says with suck a real tone I can tell that I really did scare him. I put a ten dollar bill on the table for the drink that I ordered and I stand up walking tow=rewards the door. I look back as soon as I open the door and see that Cameron finally stood up and is now following me.
