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Killua/p.o.v.

He looks so cute when sleeping. Maybe, I should keep him forever this time. Last time he got away, his dad took him from me for far too long.

Gon's my everything, I could never give him up. Ever.

As I walked towards my gate heading to my house. I smiled at the gate keeper who was warning the stupid tourists to not open my dogs gate.

He smiled back and nodded as I started to open the 5 gates. The girls trailed behind me talking. With gon slung over my shoulder asleep. Alluka had a horrible feeling about how gon was going to react to waking up here.

Don't get me wrong, I found his hotel keys within his pockets. And of course I repacked his suitcase for him. I shoved it in with the girls traveling bags too. It'll be here soon. But I have bigger problems than that.

Nodding as I walked past my black gate keeper. I followed the two girls who ran in front of me. "Wh-where am I?" I heard a mumble escape from behind me.

"Good morning sweets, you've finally awakened congrats, just hold on we're almost there." I smiled as I walked past the butlers mansion. With all of them bowing I just simply nodded. Thanking them quietly.  Cause who in their right mind, would tell them thank you for doing their job. It's stupid of you if you do. I mean you have to be nice but at the same time you're the one paying them.

Gon looked at them while we were walking away and waved back saying hi to everyone. I growled lightly tightening my grip a little around his waist as I came to the already opened front doors. 

"Wait hold on! Why am I here? How long has it been?!" With gon starting to struggle again. Setting him down was the only answer. "Woooh there you need to calm down a little. It's only been two days since we met at the world tree. What's wrong?"

His eyes opened widely before quickly skimming the room before him. We were in my living room. It's kinda dark old and gloomy. But It's welcoming too me. Though most normal people don't take it that way.

"Oh my gosh no no noooo! This can't be happening! I have to get going, before the train leaves!" I put gon down but gripped his waist and neck with both hands. "Where do you think you're going baby boy."

"Let me go killua. Or he'll leave without me!" I just ignored him paying attention to the tan neck of his. Rubbing my thumb up and down over his skin, still keeping a tight grip on him. "You're not going anywhere mister. Do I have to show you why for the second time.?"

Gons eyes grew wider as he realized what I had meant. " n-n-no its okay. I just- Never mind. Why am I here killua?" Wow isn't someone obedient today. "This is your new home my beautiful sweets, now alluka will show you to our room. So you can sleep a-little. While I go back to my office. I'll see you at dinner tonight ok. Oh and don't leave our bedroom until than sweetie got that? Good now, I'll talk to you soon cupcake."

I pulled gon in for a quick kiss, but all I got was his closed eyes and tight mouth. Mmm something must be wrong. I guess he does need a small dose of attention.

"God I ask of one simple thing. And you can't even follow that, come on! There is no way in hell that after a year of looking for you. That I'm going to be treated in such a manner of disrespect!"

I tossed him over my shoulder and started walking. "I haven't done anything wrong I swear! This is total bullshit!" I slapped his ass hard, hearing a whimper than silence, was all I needed to start walking again. " wow lying too? Such a pity you have to do this all for attention." I said smirking as I finally made it down the three long hallways to our bedroom.

"Speak boy, I want to hear why you're taking my work time away from me. Every minute counts." I opened the bedrooms door and letting him go, locking it from behind. Gon's eyes widened. " please whatever you're about to do, I don't want it to be able to show." This time it was time for my surprised look.

"Did you gain an attitude why'll you where with that old grumpy man or something?" Gon glared at me before stepping closer to me. "The only one who seemed to change was you killua! Think about it you're not acting the same as before, what the hell happened to you!" Wow, the only thing I'm doing I haven't changed accept You're mine, and I will punish you how I see fit.

"Really because I feel the fucking same! Prove it and I won't punish you too bad..." I guess I should consider it as an option. But I don't believe him. I feel the same way as I did when we were young. "Just look at yourself! You kidnap me, expect me to be willing to be locked into a room for hours. And than you want to punish me for speaking my own opinion. What's next are you going to make another choice for me?!!"

I got even closer pressing my body against his. "So are you saying I've basically turned into a possessively sadistic bastard!" He nodded tears coming to his eyes. "Yeah, okay well lying to me, was not the best choice now was it."

I pressed our lips together. Gon mumbled something before opening his mouth and letting me explore him again. I took my time, as we wouldn't see each other for the next couple of hours. Counting on how he's not going to like the punishment I had picked out for him.

While pulling away i heard a small whimper. "Did you say something, I couldn't catch that." Gon looked at the floor before answering me. "Wait." Wait? What's that supposed to mean? Maybe I should ask him. "Mind explaining a little?"

"If you're going to punish me, can it be after dinner? I'm tired and want to rest awhile before." Wow, wasn't expecting him to say that out of all things.

"Fine but postponing it won't make it any better sweets..." I let go of him slowly tracing my fingertips down his arms. "Why?" Oh how innocent he is! It's so deliciously cute! "Because you're just giving me more time to think about all the things I could do to you, God you're so adorable!"

And with that I let go and walked out of the bedroom not daring to look back at a worried Gon. I sent a butler to watch over him entail dinner. Sitting down at my desk in my office I pulled out a paper and pen. And just started a very long list of things to do to my poor Gon.

Oh how much I want to taste him. To savor that look of want in his eyes. God he's so beautiful when he is all needy for my attention. I liked that little boy from back than. But now that I can act on those feelings I think I'm in love with him.

Is it sickening to want him to be mine for all of eternity. Maybe this wasn't meant to be, but there's no way in hell that I'm going to let go of someone I love again. I mean haven't I lost enough already...?

 Possessively cruel. ~Killugon~Where stories live. Discover now