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Tell me is it okay to cry?
Tell me why do I have to feel the way I am
For in the lit up room I still feel so claustrophobic
Your questions strangle at my throat
Your love makes me feel so defeated and small
I wish I could hate you with all my might for this
I can't because it's so hard to breath
Finding no reason yet I walk in circles
For these lazy circles make more sense than your love
Tell me why you do this to me
Tell me why you do this to yourself
Is it that hard to find that straight road ahead
Is it that deafening that you can't hear me begging
Let me go let me go let me go I can't anymore
Your cages are dark and rambling with defeat
I can't be the bird I was anymore
I can't be the blue oceans anymore
For I am stuck in the abyss floating with the dead leaves of yore
Tell me why I speak making no sense
Yet all I speak makes all the sense in my world
What do you have to lose to let me go
Please I can't can't can't live anymore like this
For the burden is hard to carry I am a worthless bitch
Worth not your love but hate everyday
It doesn't have to pure or something
I need restraint yes but not your love
For I am done. I am so done with myself.

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