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Chapter 13 {Outro}: Dear Future

"I can't believe 10 years have already passed" -I said and smiled widely at Yoongi, while slowly fondling his palm that was resting on the gear switch as we were making our way to the court.

"Yeah, it's really hard to believe... It seems like only yesterday I was in the hospital" -Yoongi sighed, while he wrapped his soft fingers around mine.

"I still remember every detail... How scared and nervous I was. If it wasn't you I would still be a virgin" -I giggled, making Yoongi laugh out loudly, while we were waiting for the green light.

I saw him tapping the steering wheel. The memories all came back. That night, when I was driving to the rooftop... I have to get that out of my mind. And I did because the engine stopped buzzing and I realized that we've arrived. Just as I landed my eyes on Yoongi coming to my door, the entrance opened and Yoongi handed me a hand to get off, since it was quite hard to do it myself alone. I somehow limpped my way to the seat. My heart was beating, I was nervous for my little angel - Jimin. It was his first game, I hope he does well. He must do well. He has two amazing teachers, who tought him almost everyday - us. I tapped my foot on the ground as the anxiety took over my chest and stomach. My mouth getting dryer. Oh, Jimin, I believe in you... Just like my mother did in me. You're going to do just perfect, sweetie.

My heart was aching from not being able to comfort him right now. Knowing that he inherited my little and sincere heart, he's probably very nervous. But that's why we're here. I saw a slim, young and black headed girl sit next to us.

"Nari!" -I slightly shouted, while I hugged her and pecker her cheek. She smiled cutely, hugging me back. Making my smile brighter and wider.

"Hi, Eonnie!" -she greeted back and let go of me.

Nari has grew into a beautiful girl. She was very pretty and actually very sincere, kind. Everyone liked her and I was glad. Although she's having a hard time getting through the new university, I believe in her. Just like mom does above us. Yoongi and Nari greeted too. I squeeked out of joy, when I saw my dad approaching us. Oh, how I've missed him. His hair was lightly turning grey, but he still had that beautiful smile on his face. We all loved and took care of him. He's nowhere soon leaving this world as he is still a strong person.

"Dad!" -I yelled again probably making the people behind me irritated. I jumped up and squeezed him tight, while he was trying to be as careful with me as possible.

"Ah, Ryu, I'm glad to see you too" -my dad caressed my back. "So where's my little buddy?" -he glanced at the court with his cheerful eyes searching for Jimin.

"The game hasn't started, but it'll start soon" -Nari informed, while forming a hug around my dad's back and seating back in her seat.

"Sir, nice to see you again" -Yoongi streched his hand out to my dad, making me chuckle out of pure joy. I saw my family in front of me - my whole future.

"How many times have I said to not call me "sir", just call me "dad". We're a family now, son. Come here" -my dad squeezed Yoongi's mint head next to his clothed chest. Yoongi giggled and hugged back, making me melt out of pride.

"Oh, it's starting!" -I shouted and pointed towards the court.

My eyes were getting teary, while seeing my little boy walk out to the pitcher's position. Just like his mother... I wanted to hug him tight. I'm so proud. His little smile flashed in front of me and his little hand waved to us. We all waved back.

Finally the game started and Jimin had to throw the ball. It was just this silent moment of concentration. I imagined being the pitcher - merging with Jimin into one person. I narrowed my eyes, calculating the distance in front of me, loudly exhaled my heavy breath and let the strenght gather in my right arm. I saw Jimin throw his arm back and throw the ball with a good amount of strenght. I followed the ball flying into the striker, but my eyes landed on the cather. The striker missed! One point to my boy's team! Everyone started applausing and I just started to scream.

"Good job, sweetie!" -I yelled loudly making Jimin turn around and face me with a big smile making my little heart flutter.

"Jimin, good throw!" -Yoongi joined me and yelled too, making Jimin's cheeks burn up red. Oh, what a cutie.

"So far, amazing, Ryu. He's doing great!" -Yoongi caressed my tigh, his eyes still glued to our child. I gazed at him.

Seeing such a great parent. Setting his father aside - he was doing amazingly good. He never leaves Jimin's side, flashes the biggest smiles and loudest laughs, when he's with him. They're just the most adorable little munchkins of mine.

I caressed my tummy, looking into it, smiling so much that my cheeks were hurting.

"You're going to be strong and brave" -I talked to my pregnant belly, slightly making circular motions on my tummy. Yoongi's fingers joined, I placed a wide smile on my happy face.

"Just like your mother and brother" -Yoongi pecked my stomach and locked his deep brown eyes with mine. Everything in my body was fluttering at that moment. All the memories flashing right in front of my eyes.

Our first argument, the night we ran into each other, the day we fought against and the days where we happily lived our lives. But most importantly - the night in the hospital. When he kissed me, touched me and pleasured me with his body. He loves me and I love him. We're like two souls, who just can't be torn apart. If we would be torn apart, we would just dissapear into thin air, forgetting our existence. I'm nothing without him. Min Yoongi - the only one for me and the only father to my children. His palm was firmly placed on my cheek, while his scent was filling up my nose.

"I love you" -I whispered, while smiling and leaned into a passionate kiss. He is mine and I am his.

We are both together - the only thing that matters.

"I love you too" -Min Yoongi replied to my love with the talent of expressing. Expressing his true feelings.

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