a flickering of a light
the candle barely staying lit
my mind just as faint
ever changing
a catch of reality
in dreams of the future
I can picture as clearly
looking into the flame
I see us
together and
I feel an ache
in the hollows of my bone
as if someone stole
my very essence
my stomach revolts
and my breath
catches in my throat
as a storm starts in my chest
you will leave me
for someone else
someone better and prettier
and smarter and kinder
someone who's soul
is not shrouded
in black smoke
and coughs up lies
that tear at their throats
and whose feet
aren't bloody
with the shards
of broken promises
because although
you may love me
you will never love me enough
to leave her
YOU ARE READING
Spilled Ink
PoesiaThis is just a collections of my thoughts in the form of poetry I guess. It's mostly freestyle. Please give it a read. some pos may be triggering and will state the warning above said poems.