I welcome the black darkness,
Seeping slowly as it lets in the demons.
They are running in my head,
Having a party with bright lights, Listen and you can hear them too,
Maybe you can help
I am crying, screaming
No one can hear over the white noise surrounding the shrill screaming.
Its surrounding me, a black nothingness, blinding me, I can feel the darkness.
No one is coming, no one is there to help
I am letting them win, they are taking over and inviting more demons,
They want to play too
Crackling and jumping around in my head.
Get them out of my head,
I am standing alone, trying to tell anyone, no one cares about the girl standing there screaming,
they are watching the other two
Winning at staying sane and keeping out the darkness.
Maybe, just maybe the dark hollow-faced demons
Will give me help.
Help,
Laughing alone in my head,
Maybe I've gone insane, they are laughing too, the demons,
They laughed at my pain, my past screams,
I am numb, the feeling of white noise filling my body, no one is here anyway, just darkness,
You are here too.
Maybe I should accept the pain too?
Are you here to help?
You can't help, you're helping the darkness,
Take over my head.
Could you hear my screaming?
I'm listening to the sound of insanity in my head, listening to the demons.
You're not worth it, say the Demons
They are all in here too,
Telling me what to scream,
So I seem normal
like I don't need Help.
My head
Is surrounded by darkness.
The Darkness is coming from the demons
My head is filled to
The brim needing help, no one can hear my screams.
