The kid practically hated me.

Chapter 7

I'm actually sad to leave Nashville. We leave in 2 days and honestly I don't want to. When we first got here I couldn't wait to leave but now that I've been seeing Dylan everything changed. His smile, his laugh, his personality, everything about him makes me happy. 'love' is a bit too much for this scenario but I'm pretty close to it. I think Austin, Beccs and Michelle see it too.

"thinking 'bout Dylan again?" Becca came up to me without me noticing, "eh.. You caught me." I couldn't lie to her I mean if I wanted this friendship to last I had to try as well. "I know it might not mean much coming from me, but you guys are pretty cute together." yeah, I couldn't hold my smile back. "really? That means a lot, I'm really into him." a little giggle escaped before I could hold it back. "I can tell, the way you look at him isn't the same way you look at anybody else." was it that obvious? No, now that I think about it she's right. He's the only person that I'm able to look in the eyes for a long period of time, I blush constantly when I'm around him and honestly he's the only person who can make me smile like an idiot. "can I ask you something?" I never thought I'd say this but her opinion really matters right now. "sure. Go for it." Becca looks like she really cares about this. I guess she's trying too. "um.. erm.. So, Dylan means a lot to me, I'm sure you know that though. Anyway, Austin and I leave to go back home in 2 days and I don't want to leave Dylan. I'm scared I'll never see him again. I'm seriously lost and I thought maybe since you've had a few boyfriends in your life you could help." now that was definitely NOT a lie, "it doesn't help that has thousands of teen fangirls wanting a chance with him and I'm a normal Texas girl." I could go on and on but I just need her to tell me what I should do. "look Jasmine, you guys are adorable together and if you both want this to work you have to try. I don't mean call each other everyday. I mean TRY as hard as possible. Don't think of 'what-ifs' because quite honestly it'll only make you worry more. Maybe you guys should sit down and talk about it. Talk about whether you guys will still see each other. Just remember you have to try and do what feels right to you." she was right.. completely right.. the thing is I don't know what feels right to me... "thanks, I think I'm going to go take a walk. See you in a bit." I needed time to myself and I wasn't getting any in there.

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