The kid practically hated me.

last day in Nashville

It's our last day here, tomorrow I leave for San Antonio and Dylan leaves for Ohio. I'm going to miss him, us being together 24/7, everything. I just have to remind myself that we can make this work, I can't lose him. not now, not ever....

I've only been in one other real relationship but that ended after 3 months. I gave the kid everything, every part of me loved him. That just wasn't enough though, he went to another girl. A year and some months later here I am still having feelings for him. Now I have Dylan and I don't need anybody else. nobody else but him... *riiiiiingggg* *riiiiiinnnngg* "hello?" familiar number but not familiar enough for me to recognize. "jasmine? I know this probably isn't the best time to call but it's Mark.." mark? My ex boyfriend mark? The one that left me for another girl? What the hell does he want now?! Keep calm and breathe. "what do you want?" I said with a harsh tone. "I just wanted to know if maybe we could hang out sometime.. I, um, miss you." his voice came to a whisper at the last part. He sounded almost honest. "I don't know. I mean I'm seeing somebody right now and it wouldn't be fair to him." I'm having second thoughts on not seeing Mark. Maybe he's changed, maybe he means it this time... I can't though, Dylan means to much to me. "yeah, I understand I just though we could be friends again." he's lying now. One of his newest girls either dumped him or he's lonely. I know his game and how it works. Mark's stupid if he thinks I'm going along with this. "no. Just... Just leave me alone, okay?" my voice sounded demanding yet sincere. He can't be near me, not now, not ever. "s-s-sorry.." he said before the line went dead. *beeeeeeeeep*

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k so I'm in the mood for updating more. So, be ready.