Moving 😭

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So today was the day I had to tell Jacob o was moving next week. I don't want to. I have literally for 3 hours over this. I don't want to leave him. I'm going to be so far from him and I know that long distance won't work for us 😭😭

*knock knock*
Hey jaco..bb I say as I open the door to let him inside.
Baby girl what's wrong he asked.
I got to tell you something..gg bby. Come on up to my roo..mm.

Okay he says worried

We walk up stairs to my room. I sit down in my bed and pay the spot next to me.  He sits down

Okay jacob. This is really hard to tell you

Okay. Just come on bby and tell me.

I started tearing up.
Jaco..bb I'm movin..gg I say busting into tears 😭

What wait. Nooo you can't be he said now starting to cry

Yes Jacobb I can't help it my mom said we have to move to Florida.

Noo bby. I can't lose you.

I'm sorry bby I really am. I wish I could stay here with you but my mom won't let me 😭

Wait does this mean we have to brake up he asked

I think so bby. Cause I don't think long distance will work.  I'm sorry.

It's okay bby. I really wish we could at least try. We both love each other very much so couldn't we try to make it work. I could come see you over breaks or over the summer. Please bby he tells me balling his eyes out

Ig we can try bby. It might work but I doubt it cause long distance never works.

We can make it work. Please bby I can't lose you. Losing you would be like dying. Without you I'm nothing.

Okay bby we will try but only for you

*The day she moves*
Todays the day I tell Jacob while we're standing in my empty room.

I know bby I don't want you to go.

I don't want to leave eirther. But we had amazing montages and years together and we always have memories and everything if we miss each other or if you ended up separating.

That is true bby. I will try to text you everyday and FaceTime you every night bby. I just can't believe your leaving

I know bby it sucks. But summer is only 3 months away and we might get to see each other again.

I know bby but that's 3 months that I be without you.

I know

I'm going to miss you so much he says while putting his arms around my waist

I'm going to miss you so much too.

He leans down to give me a long passionately kiss. I'm going to miss this so much.

I love you so much and don't forget that  he tells me.

I love you so much to and I won't as long as you don't forget I love you

I won't bby girl

Then my mom yelled for us to come down.
Well it's my time to go I tell having starting to tear up

Don't cry bby girl. We'll see each other again

I know bby.
We walked down stairs. Jacob puts my last bag in the truck. Be fore I get in the car a run up to him a give him a hug and a kiss

We pull away a smile.
I get in the car and we start to drive off. I wave and start crying. I can't help it I love him so much. As he disappears from my site. I turn back around and get my phone out. When I put my phone out a paper falls out from my pocket. 

Dear y/n,
  I hate that you are moving. I really do. I love you so much and it's hurt that your not going to be here with me everyday. But I wrote this note so you can have it with you for a memory. I hope we never lose what we have. I would be so lost without you. I hope this long distance relationship works out. But if it doesn't remember I'm always here for you.
I love you forever and always bby girl
      Love ,
                  Jacob xoxoxo
I started crying harder than I was before.
This is going to be so hard. I can't believe this is happing to me.

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