Some people are just a little darker than what others might have thought, and as young as I may have been, it's effected me and the way I think and take a sense of the things around me. There was nothing I could do, if you realize. I wish I had a better childhood, I wish I was as innocent as the others, but I am only cursed with a past of "experience." One that I should not have had, one that had sinned and lived on to this present day. When is it that a child should finally speak of their past? The year of the incident? Or years after it has past? Will it even matter by then?
We all have our monsters, I just don't want to spill anything. I'm sorry you went through it, if you went through anything of the sort. But don't worry, I went through it too. Only I was very young. I know how you feel, even after all those years of keeping it hidden. Emotions grow, you feel emotional. Angry and weak, sad even. You want to get back, even if it means to get that person behind bars for life. I know it all, trust me. My monster is still out there, but don't worry I'm safe right now.
