Inside

If I was Your Girlfriend

***A/N sexual content***

"If your partner has trouble producing lubricant, saliva or artificial lubricants can be applied for ease of motion. The head of your penis should be sufficiently lubricated prior to entering the woman's vagina or other erogenous zone-" what other erogenous zone? This is only part one of a ten-part series they may get to that soon enough. Tutorials are an essential component to any activity in my professional opinion. I design in game tutorials for new players, and I appreciate a well-made tutorial as a player myself.

This is a bit different than a video game it's a sex tutorial. I guess it's technically porn...well it's an adult video it's not exactly pornographic. The models are nude, they're performing sexual acts on each other during narration, but it's probably the least titillating adult video I've ever watched. I'm not even half hard right now. Which is good because I'm at work, and that would be awkward as hell to explain to any visitors. I likely won't have any visitors other than Mick, and Stevie for lunch but it's only nine o'clock so I'm safe for now.

"During foreplay, your partner will enjoy gentle touches and caresses over her body, following a touch with a kiss in the same place creates a contrasting sensation which can be highly arousing" Hmmm, fascinating I make a mental note amongst the others I've made during this video. Touch then kiss the same spot "A woman's breasts are extremely sensitive to both your mouth and hands some women may even reach orgasm from having their breasts and nipples simulated-" okay, more good information the models or actors whatever demonstrate the proper technique for said stimulation. And okay that's pretty-arousing. So I concentrate on something else fast-forwarding a bit until another topic comes up.

The male actor starts rubbing himself and the female model/actor cups and squeezes him through his boxers "Stimulating your own genitals while a partner observes is another highly arousing part of foreplay. It demonstrates a deep level of emotional intimacy as it shows your partner is wiling to relate to you how they pleasure themselves when they're alone" I have no idea if Stevie would be into that. I, strangely, would like to try it. Skipping some more I end up watching a segment on deep penetration, fellatio, and mutual masturbation. All things I'm aware of but have no way of studying by myself...especially not fellatio if I was that flexible. Suffice to say I probably would never leave my room .

By the end of the first video I've taken some fairly succinct notes cataloguing all of the high lights in my mental memory. I finish writing some dialogue for Lands and Selene and send it off to the programing team, the first cut of Stephanie sounds amazing transformed from a simple guitar melody into a full orchestral production in a matter of days. If anyone's guessed the origins of the songs name they haven't intimated as much to me, and I'm not telling.

Twelve o'clock on the dot and there's a knock on my door, smiling I check the monitor elated to see Stevie carrying a big cloth grocery bag and a thermos. I fix my hair and my shirt in the mirror buzzing her into my office and rushing to help her carry our lunch "let me get that" she smiles warmly as I remove the bag from her arm taking it to my desk "You said surprise you so I baked lasagna and fresh Italian bread".

I don't get home cooked meals very often so I have to keep my mouth from watering at the thought "Sounds wonderful" our hands touch softly as we set the table and rather than being awkward it feels nice to just share a meal with her, no pressure or expectations beyond eating lunch. This time around she sits next to me instead of across from me, her hands light and flirtatious without being evocative. "So I'm just curious and feel free to ignore the question...why no girlfriend? You're pretty much catnip to single women"

Dabbing sauce from the corner of my mouth I can't help but smile at her description "Catnip? I don't know about that" not a lot of women I know would be head over heels for a scrawny nerd with limited social skills, or no social skills. "I haven't found the right one I guess" it's the best I can come up with and it's the truth, for the most part. I have found the right one, she's right beside me...I just have to be patient. "But you're interested in me? so what if the right one comes along while you're giving me space...you'll pursue her right?" she sounds slightly anxious.