Randomness

Miss

I miss those long rides that we had.
You never let me travel alone at night so would take the 3-hour bus ride with me just to make sure I'm safe.
I often caught you in the reflection of the window glass staring at me, studying my face and God knows what's in your head.
And when I turn my head at you, you would immediately look away and act like nothing just happened.

I miss the way you hold me.
I am not good in crossing streets yet you pull me beside you and hold my hand despite the fact you consider it as PDA. You are not into PDA.
When I was vulnerable and I feel too weak to cry, you would wrap your arms around me, lean my head on your shoulder and I feel safe and strong again.

I miss the way you tell me how beautiful I am.
I have a lot of insecurities yet you always assure me I look beautiful in every way.
You would start naming your favorite parts of my face; my unbalanced-deepness dimples, my deep-seated eyes and my entire face, actually.

I miss your sarcastic remarks.
It annoys me sometimes but it made me laugh most of the time.

I miss the way you kiss me.
It was so gentle and sweet that I always crave for more.
Sometimes I sneak a kiss on your lips, it surprises you but you would just smile and pull me to a deeper, longer kiss.

I miss the way you made me feel.
Whenever I am with you, I feel safe and secured. All my worries lost. All my what ifs are gone. I feel like I'm home.

I miss you all the time.
I miss us.