Dear Tord,
I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I love you, I'm sorry. Your dead and it's all my fault, I didn't mean those things, I'm so sorry. Tord how could you leave me? I'm sorry Tord, I love you. Tom came to me this morning, he was crying and his fist were so tight I swore his nails were making his handsn bleed. My eyes widened as I asked him what happened, the words that left his mouth, the tears falling from his face, the blood falling through his knuckles. After I heard those words. 'Tord is dead' he didn't even bend it 'Tord is dead' 'Tord.Is.Dead' I couldn't believe, first he had called me crazy. Now the love of my life is dead?! I slammed the door in his face, tears pricked my eyes as I slid my back down my door, my eyes still wide with shock and disbelief. Ringo I don't think had felt such negative energy from anybody. He whined and looked like he had done something. It wasn't his fault, it wasn't Tom's either. It was mine, this is my fault. I killed you, I'm sorry. I love you, I don't think I can handle not having you here, not hearing your laugh, not seeing your smile. I miss you Tord. Please show up Tord, knock once twice or three times, I want you here. I need you here. I need to hug you again, and hear the cat purr as we hug. I need you Tord, I miss you Tord. I love you Tord. You can't be dead! I don't believe it, I won't believe it. Tord come back, please come back. Do your special knock and laugh. If your not here I'll never be able to look at myself in the mirror. I wouldn't be able to live with myself.... Tord. Please don't be dead. If your dead. I'll just have to come see you, I miss you Tord. I'm sorry, I love you. When I die, I want all these letters. These letters I never sent you to be burnt, burnt to a crisp like everything you and I ever had. I love you Tord.
I'm coming to see you.
Edd
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The letters I never sent you
FanfictionEdd never really could let go of his old friend, so he wrote a letter to him, or two.... If only he knew where he was, maybe then he could've sent them
