One thing I feel is important to memorialize as a part of my life is my interactions with my partners. Boys. Girls. Men. Women. Someday I'll be old and forget most of this (hopefully), but I want to be able to show my son or daughter that mommy got around. Mommy was what in her day was called, a closet hoe. Maybe that's offensive.
In all honesty, I love people. I love to see the best in people, and I love to love people. That doesn't mean the worst parts aren't there, they're just not so obvious. This sort of love made me experience a lot of new things. Some of these things changed who I was forever, therefore earning their spot in my life story. Which began with a list of names, times, and places. These were all the people I've kissed. Part of me hopes the list will grow, and part of me is afraid of that..
In about a minute you will be reading this list. The names are in chronological order to the best of my ability, and I'll try to provide an accurate recollection of each first kiss. But no promises. So with that, I give you, The List.
-Ryan
Ryan was my first kiss, and still a good friend to this day. We kissed on 12/09/11, on the bus ride to a Peter Pan play with our school. I remember my lips were dry because I was so nervous.
-Jared
Jared had a girlfriend named Brenna. We met at the 4H milk shed and three years later he assaulted me.
-Tre
Tre was a friend throughout my life. We kissed once in front of the elevator at the middle school. I remember I felt like I had no friends, and Tre was sort of a last option to make Ryan like me.
-Kenny
Morgan
Nick
Damien
Lance
Cody A
Thomas
Matt
Alex H
Kristian
Zach
Delia
Sam R
Kris
Tyriff
Scott
Erik
Forbes
Cody F
Alex M
Ronald
Afnan
Josh
Nate
Justin
Gavin
Miles
Okoye
Sergio
Nick D
Jerry
Matt (adult)
Seann
Wolf
Bryant
Pat
Ethan
Charlie
Kais
Dean
Tim
Eric (gay)
Alida
Tyler
Bill
Peter
Adam
Joe
Lane
Tom B
Nic
