I Can Die Happily Now

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If you're wondering why this title then let me tell you what all happened that literally made me cry, scream and almost have a heart attack, ALL AT THE SAME TIME.

As you can see I have been updating slowly and most of my books are like only halfway through.

And although I had lot going on with my life, there was not enough time to write down something. But also, I had lost my will to write. The more and more Niall and Harry were releasing song, not having any narry moments lately I was on the verge of giving up. Had lost my will to write as I could see how much hurt they were in their song especially Niall.

And I couldn't able to write

BUT THEN, AS I WAS in theater watching IT  I got a message, a video clip link and I SWEAR TO GOD I SCREAMED SO LOUD not atall at the scream (which thankfully people thought I did, because of the scary scene)

BUT

I had a message from an update account that

NIALL arrived at Harry's concert in LA.

And I couldn't believe it

Thought it's just spam or hoax or whatever you call it. I am not able to think of a word right now.

But then one of my friends, sent a picture of Niall at Harry's concert.

YES

NIALL JAMES FREAKING HORAN

AT

HARRY STYLES CONCERT!!!

AND

I DIED 😭😭😭😭😭😭

BECAUSE

FINALLYYYYYY

Here is the pic and Video for those who haven't had chance to see it

Thank me later 😉


Not only that

But

Then

Holy fuck, Niall released his official video for Too Much To Ask

And I am done 💔😭

Here are some of my thoughts (that I might have possibly ranted to almost everyone)

I want to talk about this video, so bare with me please.....

1. WHO THE FUCK BROKE HIS HEART?! I WANNA FUCKING PUNCH SOMEONE (if it's Harry, boy WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING?!)

2. He looks SO SO HANDSOME, CUTE AND BEAUTIFUL.

3. If you have noticed, the video is so different than others, no love interest shown AT ALL... Neither girl or boy (way to be a sneaky Niall, genius)

4. I love it!! His voice is incredible ❤️

5. Those of who I have not said this before, I didn't listen to Niall's song after it was released. I read the lyrics after my sis told me it's a heartbreaking song. I just couldn't but after he released the video I thought, just give it a go AND IT'S ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING...

I am seriously mad at Harry (if at all he is the reason)

6.
Also, even when he looks at the couple he looks so sad. Now I don't want to be a person who makes everything about Niall and Harry but don't you guys think that the couple kissing in the train scene, also shows the very public nature of it, like the couple is in love and kiss each other openly, don't have to hide but maybe he can't do that, might be the reason of his sadness along with his lost love

I dont know about the timing but all I know is Niall is very much in love with Harry. And Harry, he is confused? He love Niall, his songs prove that and he knows the cause of their break up..... Miscommunications and all stuff but he is not trying to get to Niall or something. Because all can we get from Niall is that the lover is gone and he still loves him and wants him.

I don't want to be delusional but he clearly didn't say who the song was on (not even for This Town) AND HIS LYRICS ARE MORE FABULOUS AND HEARTBREAKING THAT TAYLOR SWIFTS, and she is the one famous for writing heart break songs (no offence)

That's it, thanks for reading I am done :)

Here is Niall's handsome face for y'all

And wait for a new update in two days!!! I am writing a fanfiction one shot on this 😬😍

They made me want to write again, so I more and more updates for next four days (atleast)

Love

Ri xxx xxx

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