When Her Whole Life Changed Forever

Awoken (junior year)

I shot up in bed, I was at home? How did I get here? I scanned my dark room until my phone lit up beside me, it was my alarm. Could all of the blood and fighting just have been a dream? What's going on!? I shut off my alarm, and checked my texts I had about ten each from Jay and Jake and about thirty from Sheldyn. Jay was telling me that she sent Jake to the hospital, Jake was apologizing profusely, and Sheldyn was sending his good morning love texts.

So everything until I passed out happened... that was such a horrible dream. Then I noticed my Tokyo Goul manga on my bedside table, damn I love that book, but I think I may have gotten too into it. 

The truth was I had only been in a coma for a day or two, and Sheldyn hadn't left my side. Apparently I had gotten so overloaded with emotions that my  brain completely shut down. I cried to myself when I went to shower, because I did feel like something was different and I just couldn't figure out what it was. Every time I feel like I'm getting close to doing something right, I slipup a little bit and it fucks over everything.. Is it just my heart telling me I'm not meant to be this way, should i worry? 

All this unease is leading me astray, but putting me at ease at the same time. No wonder I put myself into a fucking coma, I am distraught that I can't see the big picture anymore. I'm trying to live in the here and now, but this may just end up killing me.

That dream had me feeling sick, ill never forget the looks on their faces.. Jay had gone crazy over Jake, Jake with his murderous looks up until he died that look of fright and regret won't leave my dreams ever again, then there was Sheldyn. I forgave him for murdering the first person who held my heart which in reality would never have happened. Maybe I just need to leave for a while.

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There is a sequel btw