Calamity

Chapter 4

Just one more skipped meal ,just one more cut its always just one more until that one more is your last I was lucky some of the others weren't...

"Come on Amanda let's go party" a already tipsy Anna said as she dragged me into a house that looked like a mansion with the music playing and people screaming. I never liked parties because there's always alcohol and alcohol always makes trouble, but the music... I haven't heard music in such a long time, it felt so good hearing the music that made the rest of the world disappear.

As Anna and I got into the house, all I saw where people drinking, dancing and singing.

Singing was the only thing I loved, it made me feel alive, it made all the pain inside of me fade away, until I fell into rehab where everything was dark and silenced.

"Let's get somthing to drink" Anna said when we got to the kitchen.

"I don't think I should drink alcohol"

"Come on Amanda, have a little fun. Don't worry if you have a little to much and wanna throw up I'll be there for you, now take" she said giving me red paper cup.

"You think I'm that type of girl that just throws up at parties well then give it to me" I said as I took the cup and started walking to where the teenager's danced " You coming or not?"

"I knew there was a party animal in you" she replied back running after me.

I walked down to where they danced and stared letting the music take over me.

Amanda don't get into the music, don't show people what gift you have, remember singing will get you no where, music won't fix all your problems.

Shut up stupid brain, let me just enjoy the music!

"Amanda you ok?" Anna said looking at me worried.

I realised I stopped dancing with a tear falling down my cheek.

"Er....Yeah...I'm fine, just getting really hot in here...I'm gonna go outside for a little, see you later" I yelled from over the music and started walking outside.

"Stupid fucking head, why did you have to be brain washed from those stupid pills they gave me?" I said to myself with my hands on my head.

"Why, why, why? Did they make me hate the one thing I loved!"

"Because rehab is fucked up" said a deep voice from behind me.

I just didn't say that out loud? Great Amanda now someone knows.... wait "Because rehab is fucked up" how did this person know i was in rehab?

I slowly turned around to see the familiar black haired, green eyed boy with tattoo all over his right arm...

"Daniel?"

"In the flesh, my partner in crime" he replied with a crooked smile I grew to miss

"Give me that you know your pills make you sick if you drink this shit" he says taking the cup from me giving it a sniff " Whiskey ey ,sophisticated are you?" he asks with a giggle

"The girl I came with wouldn't stop nagging so I took it ,but I didn't drink it. You know I hate alcohol" I say kinda grumpy

"Girl ? Don"t tell me rehab turned you 'les' sunshine?" he winks at me and I know he is kidding with me

"Missed you my Danie" I say as I give him a big hug