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six

   chapter six

      i've been hiding all my emotions and feelings from everyone for far too long.

      it had already been almost a year and a half since i told everyone that i was okay.

      they actually believed it.

      i finally cracked, and now it lead me into going back to where i was before.

     as i entered the asylum, the white colored walls and the white colored everything came into sight.

      horrible memories flooded my thoughts. the lonely days where i spent most of my time, sitting or staring or just thinking. other times i would talk to my doctor or i would take pills.

      i gripped my jumper tighter as i tried to register everything.

      i'm here again, i'm here again.

      there was a suffocating feeling surrounding me, and i had the urge to run back outside and cover myself safely under the sheets of my bed.

      there's no going back.

      i had it all planned out though, and my main objective was to get out as fast as i could.