I woke up this morning and had no idea why I felt the way I did. he is the first thing on my mind everyday of my life yet for some sort of weird reason im never even a thought with him.. its like my existence doesn't matter, my feelings, my undeniable want for him, my love, my thoughts, my effort - none of it matters to them, none of it matters because he doesn't care. and maybe he will never have the audacity to even acknowledge the fact that maybe im the one for him... and maybe he's the only one for me.
