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Chapter 10 - P.O.V. Luna

I am sad, depressed, crying and furious... I repeat to myself that she wasn't my life and that I should not see my self worth over her but it doesn't work.  I can't explain my feelings. It is the first time that I don't know the answer to something: What the hell am I supposed to do right now? I've been friends with Rose but I don't wanna take a lot of space in her amazing life: with all the friends, all her boyfriends all the drama going just for HER... She's popular unlike me: I mean you probably already know that from these acts:

1.I  don't go to school

2.I am super smart

3. And I HAD only one real friend

4. I won the "Mathadox" (a competition about difficult problems and winning more and more money until the finals where a. you loose ALL your money or b. Get 2 times your money) 2 times

I decide to go to Youtube- Oh, and I forgot Youtube is one of my "real friends"... I check my recommended list and see  my favorite youtuber: Chanda Kristine , I get excited when I realise that she uploaded a new video it is named: 'How my website got like this: Hacks, Ways and More...'. That's when my idea really started having a form, I was gonna make a website. So, to make things clear Chanda Kris is homeschooled because her family keeps moving and she decided that getting homeschooled is way more easier than changing schools every month.: so she starts making her first video in Portugal and her most recent video is filmed in Sydney but uploaded in South Africa! I really love this girl, she is a little older than me, probably Rose's age but she started to make Youtube videos after her website travelerchandakristine.earth.com  That  you probably heard of she is the best! So, her website starts as a little website that nobody knows about and grows to be in the 500 best and most useful websites around the world! I don't actually know why but this story inspires me so much! I had the passion of making a website since I started watching her when I was 11. So when I see this title I smash the mouse of my computer and start watching. It is a 4 minute video so it doesn't take long. I understand instantly coding and start coding my website. I code, code and code till Rose enters my room:

-"Why are you typing so fast" she knows that I'm up to something but I can tell the she still can't figure out what it is "And for 3 hours! I've been sitting in my rom watching YouTube and reading and for the whole time I heard these weird noises and I thought that you were just typing an assignment but then after the second hour I started being like 'she can't have an assignment  this long and even if she does she can't stay focused for his whole time"

-"I am coding" I say without looking out of the screen

-"Why? And when did you exactly learn coding?" She looked surprised

-"I just watched Chanda Kristine's new video and it was about how she started her website" I say "It is actually quite easy to code"

She looks even more surprised after this:

-"What's your website about?"

-"I am planning to make a forum for all the kids like me: who can't go to school from any reason and who don't have friends, it will be a platform where you can share your story and talk to other people, but I am not sure if it's a good idea or not, because you see, everyone might joke about it" Her face illuminates 

-"I think that's the best idea I've ever heard!" she makes me happy "What are you planning to call it?" 

-" I am planning on: rainbowkidssquad.com"

She gives me a huge hug and says: 

-"Let's do this"