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Have you ever blacked out? Had people tell you things you'd done, but you don't remember? Have you ever had that happen for months at a time?

I have.

I know what you're thinking, you were probably drunk & that's why you don't remember anything. That's not true.

It doesn't matter how shit faced I get, I can always remember what I did the night before.

Apparently the past few weeks I've been doing things I don't remember. It's a little scary. I've been playing it off though, no need to worry them.

The nightmares are becoming a regular thing. Ben's been amazing though. He stays up with me till I fall asleep, and gets up with me when I wake up.

I don't know how he puts up with me. I don't think anyone else would. He's the best thing that ever happened to me. I don't know what I'd do without him.

Hopefully I'll never have to find out.

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