Tal Fishman Imagines//REQUEST ARE OPEN

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Y/n pov

I looked up from the blade to the mirror. I was only in my bra and underwear. "I'm sorry." I whispered. "I'm sorry for miss treating you, I'm sorry for being ugly, I'm sorry for being fat, and most importantly I'm sorry for being your girlfriend." I said into the mirror thinking it was Tal right in front of me. I looked back down and slide the blade across my perfect tan skin. I screamed out in pain. I did it 4 more times. I cleaned it all up. I walked out the bathroom to see my brother Alex. "Are you ok?" He asked. "Oh yeah Im fine just hit my toe." I made up an lie. He nods his head and walked out. I walked over to my bed and laid down.
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I wake up and looked around. Nothing. Just my plan old room. I got up and took a shower. About 15 minutes later there was a knock on my bathroom door. "Who is it?!" I yelled. "Tal!" He yelled back. "Shit." I whispered to myself. "Hold on babe!" I yelled. I got out and wrapped a towel around me. I took my long sleeve shirt and put that on. I open the door. "Hey" he said. I smiled and walked out and got dressed. "Babe lets go swimming!" He said. I thought to myself. 'Maybe i can drawn and die! Or jump off that tall thing!' "I'll go!" I say happy. He smiled. We got dressed and walked down to the pool. I smiled to myself, the thought of leaving this world, there's just to much pain, but no one sees it. I walked over to the steps and jumped in. "Hey less see who can hold there breath the longest." Tal said. He read my mind. I nod my head. "Ready go!" I pulled myself down into the water. About 10 seconds I couldn't hold it anymore, but I want this pain gone. Tal was out and I can hear him calling my name. I ignored it and focus about not being here anymore. But right when I was about to pass out two strong arms picked me up. I took a deep breath. "Y/N are you ok?" He asked worried. "Yeah hahah I was trying to impress you." I made up a lie. He smiled.
***************************************** I made it back home and walked up to my room. I laid down for a little. About 1 hour later I woke up. I walked to my bathroom. There was a note. It read 'I know you cut yourself. I saw it. And I hope you see this and know that if you kill yourself I won't care. I would be very happy, not seeing your ugly ass anyone. I hope you die soon! Love your dad and brother!' Tears went to my eyes. My other brother Adam and my dad hate me so so much. I don't know why, but they do. I wiped the tears away and walked to my desk. I wrote a note to Alex, Tal, and my best friend Sam. I wrote the note to Alex, then Sam and last Tal. I put the notes in a envelope and wrote there names in it. I took Alex's and put it in our mail box. I walked down the road to Sam's house and did the same. I then walked to Tals house and knocked on the door. I have to say bye and give him the best and last kiss from me. His brother opened the door and brought me into a hug. He saw the envelope and snatch it out of my hands. "NO!" I yelled and ran after him. "HAHAH!" He yelled. "ADI PLEASE DONT!" I yelled scared to what he would do. He opened it. I guess Tal was not here or something, cuz he would of ran down here to see what happened. "Dear Tal, I'm sorry but I'm gone." Adi read out. He stoped in his tracks. "I had jumped off the tall building up the street. I'm sorry for doing it. I love you and I always will. You were my one and only boyfriend and my true love. I love you. Tell Adi that he was one of my best friends and that I love him. Tell him that I will miss his funny and weird self. I love you and hope you can forgive me. Love your girlfriend." I was in tears wanting to run out but I was to scared, but instead I ran to Adi. He was in tears and so was I. "Oh Y/N I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry!" He said over and over again. "Please..... don't tell Tal. Please..." I said to him. He nods his head and let's go of me. "What happened?" Tal came in from the front door. I wiped my tears away and so did Adi. "Is there something you want to tell me?" Tal said. I shook my head no, and so did Adi. Tal blew it off. "I got to go." I say to them and walked out. I walked to Sam's house and saw him about to read the note. I ran to him and snatched it out his hands. I ran to my house so Alex don't see it. I look back and see Sam running after me. Me being the the slow ass I am Sam got a hold of me and pulled me back. "What was that note?" He asked. I shook my head and tried to get out of his grip. "No Y/N tell me." He said  getting a tighter grip. "Fine I was going to kill my self cuz I'm done but then I didn't so I came back to get it before you read it so you don't think I died." I said. He looked scared and worried. "Listen I'll come back and talk but I got to go before my brother reads it." He let's go and I ran to my house. I looked in the mail box and saw the letter still there. I grabbed it and ran in my house. I ran to my room and thrown the letters away. I went downstairs and grabbed some water. I got a bottle and chugged it. I walked back to my room and laid down. I got a text from Sam. 'You don't have to come back. I understand the pain and how your dad and brother is. If you need to talk you can come over and we can talk and do some stuff. Love ya and stay safe❤️' I smiled at my self and texted back a ok. I put my phone away and close my eyes.

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