Goodbye...

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by jinwifeeuu

by jinwifeeuu

Thank you for everything that you had did in my life. You made me smile, laugh, and so many other things. But when i came over,everything had went away. My smile, my laugh, my life. When those 9 words came out you mouth, my whole world stopped.

I don't want to be friends with you anymore.

Then right after that you had to say 4 more words that broke my heart.

It was a dare.

I wanted to leave, but I thought that was some kind of joke for your videos, but sadly it wasn't. I looked at you, with tears in my eyes, wanting this to be a dream. I talked to you, but you act like you can't hear me. I couldn't breathe, but somehow still talked to you about it. I then left. I walked back down to my house. I walked into my room, not talking to my brother or his friends that were over.

"What happened?" He asked.

I didn't answer. He got up and followed me. Same with his friends. See Tal, you never knew I had a brother, nor did you know that I had no other friends to talk to. You? you were gone. Adi? I can't go crying to him. my brother? he would beat the shit out of you. See the pain that you caused me? See what you made me do? Tal, I loved you. I wanted to feel your kiss, but no, I can't anymore. I'm glad that you showed my that cliff. Me and you went down there when we were bored and had nothing to do, but little did you know you showed me hell. See, it's your fault, just get that through your head ok?

I don't care if your hurting right now, I don't care that you are happy right now, I just don't care at all. Adi knew about this, he told you, and you didn't care, you went on to talking to one of your friends. Adi knew that I was hurting, and you know that me and him don't get along, but yet he cared more about me than you. I was fine with that. I didn't care anymore at all. So I walked the halls like a ghost, and when one of the cute, talks a lot girls tells you to shut up and to not talk to you means some shit. Everyone ran to you and talked to you and said that something is wrong with y/n, you shook your head and said I don't know. And when we had science, you sat by me, and you didn't even say a word. I wanted to ask why, but it just didn't come out. So that day, after school I drove to the cliff, and flung myself off of it.

Well I guess this is goodbye... I'll see you in hell!

Love,
Once your best friend
Y/n

"Here, she wanted you to have it, and I read it, why would you do that?" Adi asked rudely.

Tears fell from my eyes.

"I don't know." I mumbled.

"You need to grow the fuck up!" He yelled and pushed me while walking upstairs.

I folded the note back up and put it in my pocket.

"Why am I so fucking stupid?"