Some one who is fighting, and failing.

Would you really care?

Would you really care if You couldn't wake me up?

Would you really care weather or not you could talk to me, and get a reply?

Would you care at all?

So many questions, and so many answers that seem like bullshit.

My head right now is in a state that sometimes i can control it, however most of the time i can't.

When I can't control it anything can happen, from me just thinking things to me attempting things.

And when i tell people, that's when shit happens, they tell me that they care when i know they hate my guts, they tell me that they'll never leave me but they will sooner or later, it always happens.

It's hard to find people who understand with just a few words and not a whole lecture and still not understanding, which is why it gets harder and harder for me with every breath I take.

So if you understand what I'm going through please I beg of you, message me and we can become as close as ever.