Mission after death

The letter

I haven't opened it.

I don't think I can do it. Why would she leave me ?

How could she do this to me?

I'm all alone. It feels like someone's crushed up my insides and took them away from me.

Maybe everyone else is right. It could have all happened for the best you know but I don't want to believe that. Mum thinks she knows what I'm going through but she can never understand, nobody can.

I put the book on the shelf and lay there wishing it was all a bad dream and any moment I would wake up and take in grans sweet lavender smell.

I didn't wake up the bad dream was in fact a bad truth.

The book was just sitting there waiting there to be open and read by me.

I finally gathered up the courage and clutched the book. My hand slowly turned the page and as this happened I saw a letter and instantly realised it was a letter from gran...