Chapter twelve| unforgivable

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Sorry I haven't posted in a while I lost the app and it was all bugged out, back on track now hopefully! Enjoy X
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He left me
He left me in this house alone
I'm never going to be able to forgive him
Yet I want to, I want to forgive Jonah for what he did to me. But my feelings can't get in the way of the truth, he left and he must feel shame.

Yet again I find myself slumped in the corner of this bedroom, the wooden floors don't comfort me and make my butt numb from sitting here for so long.

So long doesn't quite last as I thought when the door swings open and smashes against the wall, I leap out my skin and snap my head to the tall figure in the doorway.Joel in all his possessive glory stares at me hard for a few seconds that feel like eternity.

"Get ready" is all he says before slamming the door shut and heaving his boots away heavily. Not being up for a fight I sigh and stand up slowly, blood rushing out my head as I open the draws. I pick out some high waisted, ripped jeans and a black tank top. Feeling rather goth today I grab my black winter boots too and my bomber jacket I wore the night a was 'taken here'

"Ready" I grumble once I reach the bottom of the stairs. The 3 familiar young boys at the door stop me in my tracks as they grin at me and swing open the door. I scrunch my brows and a hand clasps my lower back, pushing me forward. I look up sneakily to see Joel in his moody manor looking ahead, his jawline really popping.
"Where am I going"
"We are going to school" he fires back coldly as he opens the door to the car and putting me in harshly.

"Why?" I decide to annoy them with questions, even just one makes them all sigh deeply.
"So?" I push again and one sends me a glare which shuts me in to silence. They're really scary sometimes.

After fifteen minute of the most boring car ride in my life in the most fun car you could get we arrived at school. Oh the joys of seeing one huge building that every kid hates. One by one the four guys scramble out the car and by my door, who knew chivalry wasn't dead to these men?

They were not chivalrous if you ask, we had a staring competition until I had to open it myself, they just wanted to make sure no one saw me as I walk in. It could put them in danger.
Sweet.

"Now make sure your always with them"Joel drones on as I zone out, giving all the crowd passing us death glares as they stare wide eyed at the boys. Ok we get it girls they're hot you don't have to give me shit about it.
"Misa!"Joel suddenly shouts, jolting me to his eye lock.
"Yo" I simply blurt out as I zone out again, just in time to hear him sigh stressfully and walk away.
"Ok let's go" one says as they start taking long strides away. My eyes glued to a boy across from me. He caught my eye and gave me a challenging look. I mouth staring competition and he agrees, he holds up three fingers and counts them down, I blink rapidly till his last fingers down.

"Don't touch me I'm busy" I growl at the boys whining from behind me to get a move on.
"Damn this boys good" I huff as we drew intensely at each other while a smug smirk is plastered on his face; his friends laughing at our seriousness.
"Misa lets get going" another outs his hands over my eyes but I desperately slap them away , by the time he takes them off the boy was in front of me, closer this time.

"Step away dude, you can't talk to her" the tallest of the three pushes me behind and into the arms of another.
"Hey!" I shout, all eyes on me, I rip myself from his grip and shove through them.
"Leave him alone boys, that small thing we did just then was the most fun I've had in weeks, and it was only a staring competition, someone who actually gets my humour and doesn't just stand or sit giving me evils" I growl, the boy walking away wide eyed and scared with his friends.
"Great now you scared him" I start walking to my first class, English."oh by the way" I spin quickly to be faced with a chest wry close to me, I take an over dramatic step back.
"Names please" I huff , annoyed.
"I'm 1 this is 2 and 3"
I look at them dead panning
"Seriously" I glare at them grinning
"That's all you need to know" I'm guessing 3 says and turns me around and into class, they all file in after me.

All eyes on us and anxiety blooms in my stomach as I walk to the back of the class and sit in the back left corner against the wall. 1 sits next to me while 2 and 3 shove away the kids in front of us and sit there, I role my eyes and start to listen to the teacher drone on about Shakespeare or some person while the boys chat between themselves.

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Sorry it's not much progress I just want to get back into it

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