you are never here-bts jin ff

chapter 1

//your pov//

"Jaehyun sweetie come eat breakfast before its to late for school " i say as i yell for my 13 year old. He comes running downstairs and sits in his usual chair he sits down as i put his breakfast, " thank you eoama " he says and smiles as he stuffs his food i smile " your welcome champ plus eat up you have a big day today " i say and ruffle his hair. he nods and eats his food " is dad coming to my game today eoama ?" Jaehyun asks " i dont know kiddo you can ask him " i sigh he nods and looks down in his food sad " jagi i have to go manger is calling me in i will be back at night " jin says without letting me talk " jin but your-" i say " bye jagi " he says and walks out the door Jaehyun looks at me i look away trying to hug my tears , jaehyun comes and hugs me "eoama don't be sad " he says i nod " im sorry kiddo i wish your dad could have come to your game im sorry " i say and touch his cheeks he nods and sighs and looks down " hey but guess who is coming to your game ?" I say trying to cheer him up " who?" He says " uncles hyungwon and wonho and auntie sana" i smile " really??" He says and his mood lights up i nod " well lets go before its to late " i say he nods and gets his equipment and backpack. I smile and sigh jaehyun comes and grabs my hand and we walk to the car we get to the stadium were jaehyun is playing. " hwaiting kiddo " i say he nods " thanks eoama "he says and walks down with his team i sit beside a bench suddenly i get tap from the shoulder "oppa " i say and hug hyungwon. "Hey y/n sorry im late"he says " no you aren't the game is about to start your just in time" i say he nods " where is sana and wonho ?" I say " there in the car making out i decide to come out first amd watch jaehyun play" he says i nod and lay my head on his shoulder " where is jin ?" He says i sigh " you know he is at work like always he is been doing this since jaehyun starting to growing up i feel like jin is cheating on me " i say and hold back my tears " hey no need to cry im here for you and jaehyun araso? " he says "thank you oppa but yeah i might ask him for divorce papers but i love him so im to chicken to ask him" i say and play with my hands hyungwon grabs my hand and interwines his fingers with mine i smile as i lean in on his shoulder jaehyun starts to play as me and hyungwon cheer on he makes a score and we scream his name me and hyungwon start to smile as jaehyun makes a score for his team, thr game i

Ends with jaehyun team winning he comes amd greets us " uncle hyungwon thanks for coming did you like the game?" He asks " i did you did great champ congrats oh yeah and here i got this for you" hyungwon says as he gets out a t-shirt sign from jaehyun favorite team and score player " oh my gosh uncle hyungwon thank you so much i love it look mom its for me its says my name" jaehyun says as he smiles and jumps up and down " Jaehyun say goodbye to uncle we have to get home " i say " but eoama cant uncle eat dinner with us dad isn't home anyways " jaehyun says i look at hyungwon he nods " if your uncle wants he can eat dinner with us " i say and smile " i will love to " hyungwon says i nod " what do you guys want me to make?" I ask " eoama lets buy Chinese takeout " jaehyun says " okay " i say jaehyun smiles and hyungwon looks at me and grabs my hand i smile and turn on the music as we order or food and get. We get home and eat at the table , hyungwon starts to tell us jokes and stories about his tour we finish eating and i tell jaehyun time for bed i tuck in him in " thank you eoama " he says " no promblem honey " i say " goodnight" i say jaehyun nods and i turn off the lights i go back to the couch and sigh " why you sad?" Hyungwon asks " because everytime i see jaehyun it reminds me of jin i sigh " plus i accidentally read jaehyun diary and he told me don't take it the weird way but he rather you as his father as jin i mean poor my baby he thinks his father hates him or doesn't love him" i say and sigh " in so sorry y/n but i don't want to sound rude but if jaehyun isn't happy with being around jin then you have to decide if you want to stay with jin and make him do this to you everyday or maybe take a break with him and see if your son is happy without jin" hyungwon says " but oppa he wants a father he needs a father and he thinks jin is just there because of him and it breaks my heart" i say with teary eyes hyungwon wipes my tears with his paws " you have to decide y/n" hyungwon " do it for your son " he says i nod " its getting late you should get home oppa" i say he nods and walks out the door " if anything happens or you need anything call me okay?" He says i nod " bye" we say and i sigh again

Think y/n

Your son or jin,

Tbc.....