10 days of purging

21

March 22
(Day 2) (8:34pm)

Everything was so quiet that I couldn't feel anything but awkward, and I mean super awkward. One second there's this angry tension towards us, and than this soft air type of vibe which I really liked, but now it's like we are back to square one and almost to square two.

I don't know, maybe it's just that he's so, I don't know bipolar it actually makes my brain kinda hurt, I mean who's wouldn't? This man is clearly out of it half of the time, or I can be completely wrong about everything and he could just be afraid to show any kind of feelings towards anyone.

A loud scream came from a far distance away sending chills through my body. The air was sort of thick because of the cold air that I breathed in right now, and it sort of made me wish I had a sweater right now to keep warm.

"Cameron" I caught up to him.

He looked down at me giving me an annoyed look as If I have been bothering him for hours now, and I haven't. This is the first time I have said one word to him since we've left McDonald's and had that little nice talk, and now he's just annoyed.

Annoyed. Of course why wouldn't he be.

"What?" He got impatient as I just stared without saying anything to him.

I let out a soft scoff as I shook my head and looked away.

"Nothing Cameron, I'll just freeze without a sweater or anything" my sarcastic voice caused him to stop and roll his eyes with a loud groan.

"You couldn't have waited 2 hours without your annoying sarcastic attitude? Gosh you're so, so, s-"

"So what Cameron please tell me"

"So annoying"

I nodded my head quickly while I looked away but just turned right back to him and slapped his arm, making him glare at me even harder than he was.

"What was that for, it's not like it's my fault you don't have a sweater" he whispered yelled so we wouldn't cause any attention to our selves.

"Well if you weren't giving me that annoyed look I would've been like 'I'm cold, can we look for a shop to grab me a sweater by any chance since I left it on the McDonald's roof' but no you had to give me that look"

"Fine whatever" he rolled his eyes. "You want a sweater take mine" he said as he pulled his hoodie over his head and threw it at me. "Happy?" He spat. "Now no complaining let's go"

I stood still shock, not understanding what fully happened. He actually handed over his sweater for me, or more like threw it, but it's the same thing. I just don't understand why he had to be so rude about it. He could've just been like 'sure we can pass by a store quickly' instead of being a jackass about it.

I put the sweater on, following behind him quickly. I don't know if I should just be polite and say thank you, or be a brat, and ignore him even though he did a kind thing for me.

Just because he can't say some nice things, that doesn't mean I can't say anything nice to him. I'm much nicer than he is.

I let out an awkward cough, looking up at him with my arms crossed together. He was staring completely straight, trying not to look at me at all, and I somehow hate the thought of that.

"Thank you Cameron" I managed to chock out. He looked down at me, and back at the empty streets in front of us. "I know I'm being just as rude and Annoying as you" I continued, causing a warning glare from him. "But, besides both of us bickering with each other for another couple days, I feel like I should introduce myself properly, since we basically been up each other's asses for the last 2 days"