Dirty Little Secret

Chaerin

        The way he touched me drove me crazy. Whether it was his mouth or hands, I wanted more. 

        More of him. More of this. 

        I was the moth and he was the flame. 

        There was no doubt that we had amazing chemistry. The way we moved in bed together was proof of that. 

        No other man had been able to set my body a fire as he did. 

        He was perfect... But he shouldn't be. 

        I still remember the day I met him to this day. The day, where four months ago, my eyes would meet his. 

        I remember how tired I was. 

        I was exhausted with my Idol life. 

        Yes, the life that had been given to me, Lee Chaerin. 

        I was young, age twenty-two. I was known to be strong and sexy on and off stage. I was the Leader of the four member girl group, 2NE1. 

        In all my four years of living my dream, I never felt so tired. 

        It had seemed as if my stage persona, CL had dominated my life and Lee Chaerin had stepped back into the shadows. 

        I was losing myself and I had to do something. 

        So when a group of my friends asked me out for a night in town, I agreed. 

        I had never been one for going out to clubs, but that night was different. 

        One of my friends thought it would be funny for us to visit a strip club. She wanted one that had men that were drool worthy. 

        A bit hesitant, the rest of us agreed to go in with her. 

        I had been thankful that I had a hat and my sunglasses with me. I also had a scarf that I could use to somewhat disguise myself. I didn't need the papers tomorrow reading that I was seen entering a strip club. YG would kill me! 

        We were able to get into the club. We noticed it was somewhat packed and took a seat in the corner. 

        I was anxious. 

        Why? 

        Because I was doing something I normally didn't do? 

        Maybe... 

         

        At the same time, I was exhilarated.