Breaking the Nerd Nobody Even Noticed

Chapter [8]

(Emily's P.O.V)

We reach the mall which was in my opinion was the biggest mall in town due to the many shops and food plazas it has in there. I always loved going to this place because it brought back many memories, both good and bad but I try not to remember those bad ones because my therapist told me so and I just listen.

I started feeling hesitant with my decisions because one, i'm more of a foodie than a shoppie and two, i'm not really the one paying all the clothes its all Andrew and maybe that made my heart flutter just a little though due to the chivalry and three there are many girls in my school who are too is going inside the school great, just great the moment my day could get better.

Andrew enfold his hand with mine which in turn makes me fluster with what's happening, really confused but I just go with the flow of what life brings me to be. We enter the mall the cold air nips my skin and makes my back tingle with the cold but Andrew seemed unfazed about it.He notices my small shiver and starts rubbing my back on it and tries to warm my body which works by the way and again, I start blushing what the heck is wrong with me.

"So where do you want to go Forever 21 or H&M I heard they have a huge sale or something" the blue eyed man said to me rubbing his neck which makes me giggle, how does he knows this?? I ask myself.

"I only know this because I saw the sign over there nerd" He stated which left me dumbfounded I SAID THAT OUT LOUD what the heck me, I face palmed myself with my utter stupidity and mutter to myself "sure you did bud" and rolled my eyes.

"Let's go to H&M first since it's what's closest and I sort of like H&M" I said with great determination actually with great boredom, see not your typical girl

"Sure I guess ill lead the way ?" he asks holding my hand in his

"You shall" and I curtseyed he made him chuckle and started walking to H&M

15 minutes.....

Okay I have made a conclusion, I don't like shopping, I mean I like them but for a place filled with people more specifically women barging in with bags and bags filled with clothes and stealing what they see made me really dizzy in my surrounding and I just found 5 things in my hand, A green halter top, High waisted jeans , A oversized baseball jersey that said "Superior", A basic maroon top and last a cropped tee that said "iron maiden" because I literally loved that group.

I feel defeated like actually I don't want to move anymore, I just wanted people to carry me in a velvet covered bed and bring me to the cashier but that doesn't happen, what the heck that never happens.As I pay for my clothes because he ain't here I still feel tired so I try to find Andrew since when we entered the place he said he would look for girls and see if he could there number typical.

I enter one of the fitting room that was slightly open because people leave it open so that nobody locks the place I don't get it, do you ?. As I was about to enter the room I was flabbergasted , I saw Andrew making out with a girl same age as me. They turn around seeing me but Andrew was unfazed by this and continues to make out with a she vacuum seriously I don't think she knows how to kiss properly but i'm not the one to judge.

But a feeling of pain enters my heart, why am I feeling this way I don't even like him. I thought he was the type of person that have a secret persona that everyone knows but when you get to know him more his persona changed. I guess I was wrong

SO WRONG

But why did I think that he changes I mean people see me as a nerd - oh who am I kidding nobody even notices me. But at least I don't wear my personality in my sleeve unlike other people. Then I notice that tears started brimming my eyes bringing my back to the bad thoughts that I wanted to just keep it in the dark corner but I couldn't help it they keep coming back.

I ran out of the store wiping the stray tears falling from my face because you know the wind, but I hear a voice shouting my name but I don't recognize but I make a sharp turn to a dead end great thanks lord thanks for everything.

I really just wanted to be alone right now I can handle all this things by myself anyways, I always have been...

*Flashback* (10 year old em)

Thunder starts roaring in my house, out of the days that nobody was here thunder happens why.

I try looking for solitude in my bed but I get nothing I wish Ray was here but he isn't he gone somewhere, I try looking for my mom and dad but I remembered they are also gone somewhere why does things happen to me at the worst times.

I make my small fort and grab my earmuffs to help me calm down and slowly rock myself to slumber

I can do this alone...I can do this alone.....I don't need anyone.....I only need myself.....

* End of Flashback*

I feel someone rocking my body and slowly flutter my eyes open and seeing a really concerned blue eyed man boring into mine golden brown irises. It felt like i've been sleeping in this small abandoned alleyway that nobody enters heh just like me. I feel his hand holding mine and I instantly pull away like it burned remembering what happened just a while ago

His eyebrows contorted in confusion and his face of confusion. "Don't you touch me.... I guess your done eating someones face off" I said with pain spewing out my words and push myself up and brisk walk my way back out the mall

A hand grips my wrists a turn my a full 180 spin to hit a really hard chest, Andrews chest to be exact and my heart started beating in both pain and well you know the rest.

"What do you want? You want a kiss too?! You should just ask when we were at the buffet since people like me would want to kiss you ohh soo badly" I said letting go of his grasp and ran towards the bus station feeling like I don't feel like taking a ride home from the devil himself

I reach the bus stop and wait for time to pass by for it to reach my home. I stepped out of the bus thanking to the bus driver and he just nods at least he is kind and opening the door seeing Ray but I dismiss all of his questions and enter my room change to my pajamas and do my night routine and start to sleep my day away

(Andrew's P.O.V)

What have I done ?!?!

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Hey guys I hope you all like this.... cause I did this in my school time like instead of taking down notes here I made this chapter so be proud of me fam

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