IS IT OVER? (Lesbian Story)

Present Day

My life is a mess for the last five years.

I left the love of my life because I'm weak, and everyday, I feel bad about it. I'm still not over her, and I think I will never be coz I love her so much.

So I've decided that I can't just stay here and be miserable for the rest of my life. I have to see her, to know if I still got a chance. And to live my life, the way that I wanted. Being with her.

I hurried towards the bus, I texted my bestfriend that I am going home. So she can see me.

It's a long way trip, so I have look for a vacant seat. I found it at the very end of the bus. Gladly, I don't have anyone to sit with.

Then suddenly, we are in the middle of a traffic. It took 30 minutes to get over it.

Finally, I can see my bestfriend at the corner of the street.

As I went out of the bus, my best friend "Natalie" is there waiting for me or I should say, patiently waiting.

"What took you so long?" Natalie said, the moment I step infront of her.

"Traffic." I answered. A very short response for her, but it explains everything because that's what really happens.

"Yeah, right." She said while rolling her eyes.

I smile to her, knowing that she's gonna feel better if I did that. And I was right. She smiled.

I hold her hand and asked her to move, so that we can start walking towards my house.

Gladly, she started moving and we walk to my house.

When we entered my house, it's still the same when I left it. Ofcourse, it will be, no one stays here aside from me and my girlfriend. I mean ex girlfriend.

"You really need to rearrange everything here. It looks boring." Natalie said, and stand against the wall. I know that she's talking about the arrangement that Anne had made.

I started looking around, and I feel really sad because I remembered her in every corner of the house. Anne- my ex-girlfriend.

My tears started falling down on my cheek, and she noticed it.

"Don't tell me, you're still not over her?" Natalie ask me.

I just look at her and cried.

"Oh shit! you're not." She went to me and hold my wrist.

"C'mon, let's eat outside. I'm starving." She said.

I wiped my tears and nodded. I know that she just said that, so that we could leave my house.

So we went out, and walked to a restaurant.

While we were inside, she ordered spaghetti and a fried chicken, and softdrinks and we started to eat.

I focused on my food and I can feel that Natalie's looking at me. So I asked her.

"Why are staring at me?"

"I wanna know what happened to you and Anne? I'm your bestfriend, you are supposed to tell me. I never met her, and you didn't tell much about her." She said.

I sigh. But did not answered her. I look at my side which is the side-walk and look at the people passing by.

Then I feel someone's hand on me. So I look at it, and saw that it was Natalie's hand.

"Are you deaf? Or you're just trying to ignore me?" She stared at me like she was hurt and I can't let that happened.

"Sorry Natalie, I will tell you the story, but not now, okay?" I said.

"When?" She asked.

"Later."

"Okay." Then we continued eating.

The reason why I can't tell her, because if she knows what really happened, maybe she'll hate me. But I have to tell her later, she deserves to know about it anyway.

So after eating, we went outside and walked to the grocery store for my stocks at home.

I let Natalie choose the junkfood because she loves it. And I went for the veggies and other stuffs and after that, I paid for it and we got out.

This time, we are really going to my house. Natalie's going to help me with the things I bought. And after that, it's story telling time.

When we got inside, we went on my kitchen and arrange everything.

Then she walk to my sofa and started taking all of the pictures that has Anne on it. I hurried to her, and stopped her.

"Please don't do that." I said.

"Why? You have to do this, so that you can finally move on." She said to me.

What she said, it hurts me. But I can't argue with her.

"I just don't want to change anything." I answered.

"Kenna, it's been five years. It's over." She said, while holding me with her two hands and shake me a bit.

"For five years, my life is a mess. And I can't continue living that way. I want her back, Natalie, and I will anything to make it happen." I cried, I can't help it.

"Okay, okay. Can you please tell me now? What happened to you and to both of you?" She asked.

I sit in the sofa and cleared my throat then let out a big sigh.

"Here it goes." I said.

"Finally." She answered."

I guess she has to know the story from the very beginning.