I walk up in the hospital, and I panicked, because I remembered what happened. I'm so worried about Anne and the driver.
I look around and saw Anne in the bed next to me, and the driver next to her. As I look at them, I thank God, cause they were safe.
After a while, Anne wake up, so I stand up and walk to her. We had a little bruises, but were fine. Gladly, the driver too, was fine.
I sitted in the side of her bed.
"Hey, how are you feeling?" I asked. She seems so serious.
"Why didn't you visit me when I was here?" She asked.
My eyesbrows crossed because of her question. Why is she asking me these.
"I wasn't here that time." I answered.
"Yeah, you weren't here that day, because you left me. You left me, without saying anything." She said sounding mad.
Oh my G! She remembers what happened.
"I had to leave you, coz you left me first, you said that you don't love me anymore, and you don't want to see me, coz you're getting married." I answered, bringing back what happened hurts me badly. My tears started falling.
For a moment, I was thinking that our past won't bother us anymore, but I was wrong.
"I never said that, You never came to my house. You left me! I waited for you." She answered. Now we were crying.
"But I saw you with that guy. And you're parents shut me out. They said that you don't want to see me anymore." I said.
"That day, I was so mad at my parents, for doing that to me, I was ready to leave to go to your house, but they stopped me, coz they said that we'll have a visitor. Then that guy arrived and that's what happened." She said.
"I was waiting for you to save me, but you never came, so I faced my parents alone, I told them that I am gay, and that you're my girlfriend. Then they were mad at me, they let me choose between them and you, I choose them, but when they said that I'll marry that guy, I changed my mind. Then let me leave the house, and told me to never returned. They abandoned me because I loved you. I went to your house but no one is there. Everything is gone. I was so hurt, that you left me. I don't know where to go, or where to find you. Then I was so lost, and that accident happened. I woke up in the hospital, not knowing who I am, or anyone else. Luckily, I have my wallet with me, so the doctor told me who I am. But then, no one came for me. Even you!" She said, almost shouting to me.
"How could you just left me? You never love me! You didn't fight for me! And now, you're here? For what? Because you're guilty?!" She's mad at me. Very mad.
I just stand there, looking at her, I can't believe it was all my fault. To hear that I was the reason why she had an accident, makes my head hurt.
"If only you were here, I would never have an accident! It's been five years, why did you came back? What's your purpose? Why didn't you tell me when we met, when I ask you about the past, why didn't you tell me the truth. Talk to me!" She asked, holding me tight and it hurts.
I can't blame her for hating me right now, it was my fault after all. And I can't find my tongue. I don't know what to say.
"Talk! Or this is the last time that you'll see me." She said, while her tears keeps falling.
"I---am sorry." I said and look down.
"Sorry? That's it? You know what, just leave me alone." She said and turned her back on me.
"Anne." I said and hold her back.
But instead of looking at me, I received a slap on my cheek. And then the nurse with to hold her, and the other one on me.
"Don't talk to me anymore." She said and went back to her bed.
I was accompanied to my bed, and that's the last time that I ever talked to her.
I can't believe that this happened right now, this is so crazy.
My life is a mess! And I don't know how to fix it.
After a day, we are all discharged from the hospital, and Anne, never talked to me. And it was like I'm living my life, five years ago! And I hate it.
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