Selfish.

P.O.V. Kyon 2

I got dressed and headed downstairs. That nap was A1. Amiyah really fucked me to sleep. I see her on the couch smoking a blunt. Without me? Damn. She was dressed up but not to fancy. 

"What we bout to do?" I said following her to the car. Her ass was looking just right in them shorts. I slapped it and she turned around to smile.

"I don't know yet. This shit already got me high asf. I rolled 7." I rolled my eyes and chuckled. I got in the driver side and turned on the car.

"Dinner and Shopping? I got the perfect place to take you." I questioned. I love hanging out with Amiyah. 

I remember the day we had to rely on our mothers to get us everywhere. Now, we got our own shit & our mommas living good. Big ass houses. Nice ass cars. They definetly taken care of. Since, she's going to vet school. I was thinking about getting her a puppy. Amiyah's love for animal's is something serious. Actually amazing if you ask me.

"You know I'm hungry. What's the perfect place?" She asked raising her eyebrow. Amiyah flashed her pearly whites, which made me grin.

"It's a surprise. I wanna do something nice for u. And I know that you're gonna love daddy's present." I didn't want to give to much away. She passed the blunt and I took a big ass hit off of it.

I have to make sure Amiyah is good because I know she has everything on her mind. She handles a little bit of everybody's worries plus hers. Like the shit with Rico and Cha Cha. Rico is my nigga. And always have been. But I know he's been messing around with Cha Cha. I just don't know how to tell Amiyah. She's angrily broken from what that girl did to us.

"I'm high asf babe. I'm bout to light up another one." I looked over to her and seen her eyes. She was high asf. I love looking at her when she's high. I don't know why.

I took another hit off the blunt then passed it to MiMi. Then, her phone started ringing.

"Hello?"

"What you mean?"

"Why tf she even know that shit? U been snitchin?"

"Come on man. Tell her stay tf there. I'm otw."

"Nah. Fuck that. She always wanna fuck with somebody like she can't get her brains blowed out."

She hung up the phone and I could tell she was pissed.

"We have to go over to Rico's. Chasity over there and she still talkin down on us." Amiyah demanded as I made a right turn

"Why even pay her attention?" Asking knowing the answer.

"If I don't show up, then she's gonna look at me as a bitch. And that I'll never be babe. Chasity made me lose my child Kyon. My baby." Amiyah teared up. "I was going to be a mommy. I was 4 months. And she took that away from me."

I finally got over to Rico's house. Amiyah wiped her tears and grabbed her Glock 46 out of the backseat. I don't know where this was gonna lead us. She wiped her tears away. I don't even know what to say from here. I don't let that shit get to me as much as her. But, it does hurt just the same. Amiyah was healthy and so was the baby. We never got to find out the gender either. I feel like if I was a father, I wouldn't be doing this shit. Neither would Amiyah.

I met Amiyah in the 8th grade. It was long after that, we became bestfriends. We were always on the phone. Video chats. You name it we did it. It was always something. Until, I moved on to highschool. We didn't see each other that much. But we still talked just not as much. Amiyah always confessed her love for me but she just wasn't for me at the time. I had a girlfriend too. But, one day I actually decided to give it a try with her. It lasted a week. I decided to just stay friends. I didn't want the relationship to fuck up the friendship. Anyways, we started dating her freshmen year. And here we are.