My f**in' crush

Chapter 2

I started to meet with a boy, he was like 17 years, and me like 14.

At first, I didn't like him because he had long hair and he like metal... what's the problem? I used to hate metal, because I used to love classical songs.

He asked me to meet with him again at his home. OMG¡ I couldn't believe it ¡¡ I was so fu**kin' exciting, I wear my favorite t-shirt and my favorite jeans, I put on my most beautiful bra, for what?

Yeah, for nothing ladies and gentlemen, because he had a f**kin' girlfriend, and we watched a film together while they kissed for like an hour.

I fell asleep on him and he touched my hair, he was so sweet although he like metal. 

So sweet. 

And I was so in love with him, that I was so sad that he had a girlfriend...

I cried night and day because of him... 

It was so hard for me. 

But the problems get solve by the time.

The 2th of April 2016 I went to my first manga's conference, and there I saw my neighbour's nephew (Mario), whom I knew since I was 10 years, but I never spoke with him, because I hated boys and I was very very shy.

I didn't want another boy in my life after what I've got with my best friend.

The next day I saw again my neighbour's nephew beause it was his cousin birthdays, so I had to go there.
This birthdays were always very boring because there was only little childs, do I didn't use to speak with other people.
Until this day.

Mario came late, like always, so he salute the people and me... Then my father and another man started to speak about manga and anime and he started to speak too. We sat in the table because we had to eat. He sat next to me.
I could feel my heart in my mouth !!
We spoke like 3 hours... But he had to go, I was sad because I found he a very interesting boy.
But the best thing.
Is that later
He wrote me a message.
Saying what he would like to speak more with me.
I screamed like a f**ukin' fangir.

Because that is what I am.

I'd like you to understand me so I'll describe you my situation .
It's like one day you know Niall or Luke or Mika or whoever.
Then you he say that he likes you, not with that words, but that.
I wouldn't believe it.