The Mistakes

I have messed up

You're the first face that I see
And the last thing I think about
You're the reason that I'm alive
You're what I can't live without

You never give up
When I'm falling apart
Your arms are always open wide
And you're quick to forgive
When I make a mistake
You love me in the blink of an eye

"I have hurt so many, yet now I have gotten even worse. I have lied about my mother's death, I acted as if there was a demon inside me. He did everything he could so I'd be freed from the demon. I told I was put in hospital due to heart problems, he was dying of worry."

I don't deserve your love
But you give it to me anyway
Can't get enough
You're everything I need

And when I walk away
Take off running and come right after me
It's what you do
And I don't deserve you

You're the light inside my eyes
Give me a reason to keep trying
Give me more than I could dream
And you bring me to my knees

Your heart is gold and how am I the one
That you've chosen to love

"I lied about my family not caring, I told that I would be better, I told I wouldn't hurt him. Yet, I did. I even went as far as cheating on him. I cheated and lied about it. I told my ex had stolen my tablet and acted as me. I tried so much not to be bad, that I was bad. I'm a monster, a slut and a god damn psychopath. He did so much for me, and i didnt return thecaring, I used to fall asleep without telling him, making him worried."

I still can't believe that you're right next to me
After all that I've done, I don't deserve your love
But you give it to me anyway

"I promised not to do it butit kept happening. He did so much for me, he sacrificed his ownhealth and time and money on me, he made himself look like a fool,and it's all just my fault. Then after i knew he had given up hisfriends just for me, I got new friends, and things went even moresouth. I know, I am like the wost girlfriend ever. The lowest of thelowest. I should burn in the fires of Hell. I hope I will burn inHellfire, He deserves so much better."

Can't get enough
You're everything I need
And when I walk away
Take off running and come right after me
It's what you do
And I don't deserve you

"He's an angel, who had fallen upon the earth. I hope one day, when his time comes, he will be able to go back home to heaven. He is such a saint, a caring, loving man. And I'm a sinner. The worst being ever existed.I wish I could make it all better, to go back in time and change my ways.. I never wished to hurt him, but I am a huge fucking idiot. Idon't want to lose him, but I'm afraid it will happen.. Because he deserves someone who can give and show him everything he deserves.Happiness, love, life... That what I didn't show..."