I don't ever recall telling you how much I love you
Or how much I still do
I don't ever recall having all these feelings for you
But I do
I don't recall them being reciprocated
Or my actions being imitated
I don't ever recall being emancipated
Rather just used and wasted
I don't ever recall being numb
Or being one to jump the gun
Yet here I am
Recalling everything that I don't recall
