Figuring things 🌿

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Yes, I am a teenager and I am not writing this to tell you or anyone, how good my life is, what opportunities prevails in my life, how loved I am instead its about the pain of my ♥ when my life gets too good or  the opportunities that makes me doubt in my head or when the love of all my friends makes me end up sitting alone and crying.
      My life is mingled with with so many emotions that I am barely able to keep count on. Everyday, there happens more than five things that challenges me mentally, physically and emotionally.

   I have stories to tell but then they mute my voice.
     I want to make choices that no longer make my future secured but then they tell me I might seem immature.
   I surround myself with friends and family yet I prefer to be left alone.
  Future is bright, healthy and  success but then they tell me, my seems doubtful.
  Everyday, the morning tells me I have new adventures waiting for me but then as the night approaches, they tells me those adventures were not for me.
 
Every single second, in every heartbeat I feel myself coming down and I see no person to lift me, everyone pushes me to the bottom. People get depressed and their life becomes a ride on a meaningless and desolate road of life.

But I don't call myself depressed, hurt or longing for love or relations. I am just figuring out things in my life. I don't get things that I need or the people whom I call for.
The ride is difficult, each turn throws a different emotion straight at my face but there is one bone in my body that gives me strength to face "sometimes happy, sometimes sad" ride of my life .🌻

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