How you feel when you come first/last in your class? How you feel when you love/hate someone? How you feel when you see the world is standing against you? What you feel when you want to achieve things but each time you try, you end up doing nothing? What you feel when everyone forces you to be someone else? What you feel when you have to pretend that everything in your life is good but you, only you know how terrible you are feeling? .
There are endless times when I, you and us, we feel things that are beyond expressible in words, when your body goes numb and you feel absolutely nothing.
There are endless times when you don't know whether you are satisfied or not.
There are endless times when you don't know whether to laugh or cry.
There are endless times when you feel good and bad at the same time.
And just when you are tired of these feelings, you want to feel nothing. You want to take deep breaths and feel NOTHING,
you want close your eyes and feel absolutely NOTHING.
It becomes difficult to do anything and at times do nothing.
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But just when you start feeling nothing ,take a break, free yourself from the fear of feeling anything and do things that gives you pain, do things that makes no sense to you, do things that were no longer part of your daily routine, do things that you don't want to. Break the nutshell that you've build in your mind. Challenge yourself physically.
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Get excited about little things. About wearing new outfits for the first time.
About fresh starts of your friendship. About anything that even remotely makes you happy because as you grow passion fades and enthusiasm gets mistaken for foolishness.
So don't let the grey feelings stop you from shinning,building,growing and experiencing new things.
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Between childhood and adulthood - Adolescence.
Aléatoirebetween childhood and adulthood lies teenage years, where we begin to experience new feelings, emotions and also confusion of choices. Hey, it neither story nor poetry . its just my experience of everyday so pop in you might find something relateab...
