Just Another One Shots Book

TIME TRAVEL

For the first time in months,I can go back,everything will be different! I might be happy for once in my life. Hours on hours of planning.I can get her back. I closed my eyes tightly trying to stop from crying. Her death is on my hands,but life goes on. The good things, the bad and horrible. Maybe,maybe just maybe I finally be happy and feel completed. My sister, my only friend,my only real family. My father died when I was only 2, and at the age of 13,I was left to shelter my sister.Everyday since then was rough, but not that day when she left me.

I had to drop out of school, and get a job. My teenage years seem to go by quicker than I would think and before you know it I an adult. 5 years without a parent to rest on or complain to about my problems. I wasn't normal and I was going insane.Only focused on my sister.

"Hey, Hayden you want to come hangout later." My eyes never left the machine that will help me get my sister.I looked up to find Nathan, my neighbor. He knew about my "problem" and tried everything in the book to get my mind off of it. Aside from my sister he was like a brother to me.

"Nathan, I'm so but you know what going on. I can just drop it and 'hangout' this is important to me and you know that." I could see him trying to hide how hurt he was, by me shutting him down and by the way I act because of my sister.

All the angry that I had for the outside world and the love I had for my sister come pouring out of me at once. I screamed, yelled and threw myself across the room. Breaking things, my breathing was heavy, my voice was lose.The grief only powered me to do better, work faster to go back and my sister, not caring if it rips a hole through the world. She means that much to me.I heard Nathan whisper something along the lines of hating to see me this way, then I felt a hand on my shoulder.

"Wherever you go I go.Tyler is my family too, we grew up together remember."

"Thanks, for all your help with this, it means a lot." Growing up Nathan was a friend that would never leave you for died and that's what always puts a smell on my face. Helping me to live a somewhat normal life,helping me look after my sister just like an older brother might would.

It was time to test out the first build, this will help me to get my life on track. I prayed and prayed for this day.

"Tyler, I'm coming for you," I said as a single happy tear fell down my face. Nathan grabbed my hand and smiled. I turned the machine on and stepped inside and in an instant, the memories came flooding back causing me to have a panic attack. I saw my past self-crying over Tyler's body.

"No,no,no,no,no. I came back to stop this from happening, she not suppose to be here." I said referring to my past self.

"We have to go now. Hayden, now."

"No, I'm not leaving without my sister alive....this has to work all I got to do is wait until I make the tie machine and use it to get earlier in the day and I can escape with my sister in tow."

"Hayden this is crazy, we need to go, NOW!!!" My eyes widen at something very valuable and heartbreaking to do.

"I have to kill myself," I said looking at my past self unconscious over Tyler's body.Tears creating rivers down my face, as my mind was race at a million times a second trying to pull everything into one. "Or, I have to dig her up."

My mind exploded, I couldn't feel anything. It was only a matter of time before Nathan drags me away from the horrid scene, but I can't move. Something was different, I know who killed my sister.

"WHY!!!!" I yelled after her. "I thought you loved us." I whispered feeling betrayed and having no purpose to get Tyler back. It ended here. I grabbed the sharpest thing closed to me and stabbed my forearm.

"Hayden, no what are you doing. Come on please this is not the answer. We will get them and Tyler. Find another way, find another way. I can lose you not now, not ever." He struggled to find something to stop the bleeding, but I wouldn't let him. The blood-soaked his jacket, I can feel his heart bursting out of his chest, as he tried to pull me back into the present.

We were in my garage when I got the feeling that something changed, in me and in Nathan. I struggled to get to my feet,I was to weak, from reliving my sister's death. But the change in my life didn't mean anything,I had a chance to save my sister, but it was too late. I have to do better, I need to do better. Just a little more waiting, I will have her be back in my life.