Close As Strangers

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I think about you every day I wake up, your the first thing that's on my mind as I spill into a dreamland starring you and me. That's the kind of stuff that puts a smile on my face.

He's there. Or is he. I cry myself to sleep every day. He doesn't notice my pain. I needed him to survive, but being too scared to even talk to him. The side glances, made me feel loved. But he left me behind to deal with my pain as well as his. Everyone knew who he was, knowing what he meant to me because he was my alpha.

But he came back, knocking me to the floor.

Broken.

Standing in a dark tunnel, looking for someone to tell me what to do with myself. "Help, somebody please, Help me!" I yelled over and over again without a reply, not one. Just darkness.

How to handle this situation....

RUN.

I shifted and began to run from my problems, knowing that I can never out run them. I stuck. Shaking. The real world a waiting me, but I don't want to go.

Who will miss me? Who?

Growing tried of my running and being stuck in my own mind. I lay down and look at my surroundings. Trees and a waterfall , with a meadow.

Leaving my old life away from him, from everyone.

He wouldn't care, no he wouldn't. He left me once, but not this time, this time I leave him to know how he feels, to know how I feel.

Feeling him pull me towards him, blocking off all connection with him.

Frustrated I howled feeling weak, wanting it to end so bad, but not knowing how.

Help me, that's all I want, I need help. But who's going to help?

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